A/N: My first attempt at a femslash fanfic. Please R & R. Thanks.
It was only one night.
Sure, we were drunk, but that was no excuse. Summer is my best girl friend, actually the only girl friend I've ever had. And now, it could possibly be ruined because of our antics, not to mention what Seth and Ryan will do if they ever find out. Well in order to get the full story, I suppose I will have to tell you what actually went down with us.
Okay, so it happened a few nights ago. We were alone in the kitchen and we were downing some alcohol. I shouldn't really have done it since I got really drunk playing that Drink game with Ryan, and after the hang over the next day, I thought I would never touch it again, but it was drinking between friends, nothing would come of it, or so I thought. After drinking what seemed like five glasses, Summer and I were just talking and laughing like we normally do, except it was more erratic since we were intoxicated. I began to see her in a different light. We began telling each other more things in a drunken state, than we would do when sober. She was my BFF after all, but sometimes it was hard to tell people stuff even if they were your friend. But it seemed like, while we were like this that we just let loose and threw caution to the wind. What was the harm in that? We were just two girls having fun.
Then, as we were about to stumble off to bed, the most unexpected thing happened. I impulsively leant in and kissed her! I kissed Summer Roberts on the lips. At the time, it was nice. Her lips were really soft and it was supposed to be innocent. But, the surprise was, she kissed me back with full force. Of course, we didn't know what we were doing, so we just dismissed it because we weren't in the right frame of mind. But, what happened after that was the real shock. This kiss became real intense and I mean real intense. Right then and right there, we bordered from friendship to more in just one step. The rest of the night was spent in her room, in her bed doing something that we never thought we would do together in a million years. From what I remember, it was really passionate and even though it was a stupid mistake, I'm not sure whether I regret it or not. Don't get me wrong, I love Ryan and I know Summer loves Seth, but maybe we needed to take this step to realise how much we mean to each other. I'm not sure what that means exactly, since I don't remember much about what actually happened and I'm in a state of confusion. But all I know is, there are gonna be broken hearts, even though I hate to admit it. I'm not a lesbian, but if that's what it takes for me to be happy with someone and love them more than anything, so be it.