A/N yeah, so this is from April's point of view, kind of wierd cuz its like, her thoughts after she has died
song is "The Kill" by 30 Seconds to Mars (really good song, listen to it if u can)

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Dancing around her were the pale ghosts in darkness. They were doing the dance of death. There was no turning back now. The whispers tugged at her heart, pulling her along further into heaven. Or was it hell?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Really, it wasn't her that was the problem. He was the one who had loved her so much it hurt. He was the one that made it seem like her fault.

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

She almost looked back to see Roger's face, but turned her head away. She wasn't so sure she wanted this anymore. What if she wanted to live? I'm not running from you. She was running from herself.

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

All she had asked for was him. All she had wanted was to be with him, for the rest of her life. But that was the rest of her life, what she had just taken. She had taken away exactly what she wanted.

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

She had drifted so far away from herself, there was nothing that could bring her back. Rising up into the darkness of what awaited her, she never thought she would have second thoughts.

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

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