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Disclaimer: I don't own jag, but I wish I could
Author's note: I don't know military time or bases or anything like but I will learn so bear with me.
The wall
7:30pm
"What am I doing here?" Mac asked herself as she was walking towards the wall. She knew that Harm found peace here but that was because his dad was here. So why was she here? 'Guess I'll give it a try, if it works for Harm it could work for me too, right?' She looked at the wall and saw the only name she knew on there and decided that she would tell him everything. Who knows he could even help her out, if she was lucky. "Hello Mr. Rabb. You don't know me but I'm Colonel Sarah Mackenzie, of the Marine corps, I work at JAG and was your son's partner before he resigned his commission to come and save me. We haven't talked much since. I hurt him pretty badly and I'm not to happy about it either. I didn't realize how much I needed him. So I came to you hoping you'd be willing to help me with my problem. See me and Harm have this… "relationship" that goes beyond our friendship and it keeps getting in the way of everything else in our life. None of us know exactly what to do about it. When we try to talk it doesn't exactly work out. When I'm ready to talk he isn't and when he's ready to talk I'm not. This dance of ours is getting really tiring. I like to tell him how I feel but I don't think he'd listen right now. He's been short with me lately, but I really haven't been to open with him either. I wish I knew how to make this better, and relieve Harm from any pain that I caused him, but I don't. Hmph we are so far apart now that……" she went silent. She didn't like where her and Harm were and she did even like to say it. She wanted things to go back the way they were before. Before this Paraguay thing happened it just made thing worse between them. "Anyways thanks for listening you have no clue how much better you have made me feel. I might stop by again. Cya," were Mac's last words to her knew friend Harmon Rabb Sr.
Harm saw Mac talking to and decided not to listen, even though they weren't talking he still respected her privacy. As he saw her leave he caught a glimpse of her almost smiling. He was glad to know that she was doing alright, but it also made him sick that she couldn't talk to him about her problems and went to some one else. Harm wanted to stop her before she got to her car but decided against and would wait until after he talked to his dad. When he saw Mac turn the corner he finally got out. He walked over to where Mac was standing. He could still smell the scent of her perfume in the air. Harm gently brushed his thumb over his father's name and sighed. "Hi dad, it's been awhile. The admiral asked me back to JAG I think I'm going to accept. I miss the atmosphere, my friends, and ………Mac" He had trouble admitting this out loud because he was constantly trying to convince himself that he didn't need her, but deep down inside he knew he did. "I saw Mac out here talking to someone. Do you know who she was talking to? Maybe you could even tell me what she said so I can figure out what to do about this mess that we're in. Dad I screwed up royally this time, and I don't think we can ever be the same. I don't know what to do anymore. I finally realized how I feel about her and I was going to tell her to but that obviously didn't happen. She's in love with Webb, and I don't want to take away any happiness she might have, even if it is without me."
"But I could never be happy without you." Harm turned around happy and surprised to see Mac standing behind him.
"How long have you been standing there?"
"Long enough to know you didn't listen on to my conversation with someone," Mac said with a little smile on his face.
"Why do you say that? And who were you talking to?" Harms curiosity was getting the better of him.
"I said what I said because I heard you ask your dad if he could tell you anything about our conversation."
Now Harm was really confused,"You mean you were talking to my dad?"
"Yep. I figured since it helped you it might help me, and I found out it did." Now Mac got scared.
"Well since you heard so much of my conversation do care to tell me about yours" Harm didn't know if he was going in the right direction in this thing but something told him he was.
"Sure, you want to come to my place, I can make some hot coco or tea." Mac was happy with where this conversation was going, but was scared to find out how it might end up.
Hey guys hoped you liked it so far. I will continue if you want me to. PLEASE review I'm begging you PLEASE. Hopefully I continue
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~K~