First fanfic so please be nice and review also i dont own anything of Dr who wxcept my kick butt toys

Martha woke up in her room, excited. Every day a new adventure, no day was ordinary with the Doctor. Life was great with the doctor. She got up eagerly, got dressed and headed towards the console room.

When she got there she was very, very confused. There was no Doctor. She headed towards his room to see if he still asleep, she knew that he wouldn't in fact she wasn't sure the Doctor slept. She knocked on his door

"Doctor are you awake" she waited several minutes for a replay then tried to open his door. This she had never done before. In fact she never even seen his room and wondered why. When she couldn't come up with any reasonable answers she tried the handle and it was locked. Martha was confused but mainly scared where was the doctor.

Doctors side

He got up from a dream, he was to familiar with. The day when Rose had left. It had been a year without her. How lonely his year had been. Trying hard not to dwell on his loneliness, he got up he had a promise to keep. He wasn't going to forget Rose Tyler.

He went to one of his many cupboards he had and there she was. Rose one at chirtmas, one before had regenerated and one he took before they "went"to see Elvis. He was smiling remembering how happy they had been. He then went to her room, where very thing reminded the same since she left. He closed his eyes and smelt the air, it still smelled of her. He closed his eyes trying to imagine her there with him and that's when he lost it. He closed her door, locked it and cry-ed. He had not done this in a while, he tried to forget the pain, the hurt. Why did he have to lose the ones he loved again. It wasn't fair.

After an hour and a half he realised he still had things to do. He wrote a quick note to Martha

Gone out, don't worry. Just getting supplies for the TARDIS. love Doctor.

He went to a florist and then to Rose and Jackie's flat. When he got there he realised how odd it was how very thing reminded the same: Graffiti, the gray buildings and get it so different because he wasn't with his Rose. He went to the flat and left a single, red rose. She would have liked that, then walked away, he just wanted his TARDIS, she would understand.

Marthas side

When she read the note she was angry. it was if he didn't care about her at all. She went back to her room annoyed. Just because she wasn't a blond. He wouldn't treated Rose like this. Why couldn't he stop caring, she was a good person, smart and funny and qiute good looking why couldn't he see that.

Doctors side

When he got to back he slumped on the console rooms chair. It was a good chair, a comfy chair, reliable. His companions seemed to like sleeping on it. He didn't like sleep too much time wested. Then he realised he hadn't seen Martha. Then he felt guilty. He really showed stop treating her like this. If only she could understand he wanted a mate, a friend who could understand what he was feeling, instead of being jealous. He shouldn't have kissed her. But it was his only choice. He knocked on her door. "Martha. I'm sorry. I should have explained before I left. Can I come in?

She knew he sounded bad and thought it was best to let him in, but she opened the door she was shocked. He had been crying eye's red and watery and his great hair a mess. Something was wrong with the Doctor. And suddenly he hugged her crying.