Its 9:15pm on Friday April 26th and all my dreams are about to come true. An hour ago if you would have said this moment would be happening to me I would have you told you that you were crazy, but here I am with her hands strongly clamped around my waist holding me tighter than I would have ever thought possible. Every part of me is connecting to her, every bump fitting perfectly together as if our bodies were meant to fit together. Part of me cant believe that this is actually happening, that the feelings I have been denying myself for so long that the pain I have been hiding has become unbearable are finally going to be reciprocated but yet another part of me wonders why wasn't it always like this. The touch of her skin to mine, the nearing of her hot breath to my face, the way her eyes are glaring into my mine answering the question I have been dying to ask for months now, feels right…more than that perfect like the way it should be.
I am frozen under her touch, even the usually trembling that result from being this close to her has subsided, in this moment she is in control and she is the one that is either going to make or break my heart all I can do is hope for the former. Its amazing that a friendship that has consumed my life for the last eight years is about to change and it could be either the beginning of the greatest relationship the world has ever known or it could be the end of a bond that has kept me and her inseparable. As the pressure of this moment engulfs me I cant help but go to where it started, where everything changed for me, when the gentle hand holding went from cute and platonic to scorching my skin with just her touch, and the sight of my best friend just didn't come with the excitement of seeing a friend but the desire to be next to her to touch, to be more than just friendship could offer me