AN: Hi everyone, this is the first fanfic I publish, I just love this couple, I had to write something! English isn't my first language so I would be glad if you could tell me if something is wrong and I will correct it! The story sets many years before the start of the show, enjoy!
Red Snow.
赤い雪。
Oh, Gin…
It's all white…
Your haori perfumes…
It reminds me of those snowy days, those that were ours.
And for a moment I feel like I'm by your side, like in the past, when the cold, lily-white, quiet snow surrounded us, inspecting us.
I felt like a queen in that realm only made of you, me and the snow.
In those gelid days there were only us and us.
Alone.
No battles, no tasks, no nights passed getting drunk in order to forget you, no pitying looks of those who surround me and understood too much, no blood blotch on our bodies and on our souls.
Simply us and our life as orphans.
Gin, Gin, Gin…
The truth is that you left me behind, I live in the past, I perfectly realize that, and it's right due to that, that I'm here clenching your white haori in the laundry of the Soul Society.
I pity myself, my woman pride is exhausted, but when I saw that haori, I realized too late that the tears were flowing down my cheeks.
I can't believe it, I'm crying only because I'm seeing your haori, that piece of cloth with the number three 三 printed on it.
Why am I this weak, Gin?
Did you leave me for this?
I want to be strong, I want to look at you head-high, I want to stare back at you.
I want to demonstrate to you, how much I value even without you.
This time, I will be the one to save you, Gin.
I will take you out that deep abyss behind your incessant smile.
I'd like to wipe out every blood blotch from this apparently white haori, from you.
Maybe you would remember that lily-white snow that enveloped us.