Hello Guys!

It's been six months since I've pulled out my stories. Believe me; I could recall the first time I read a fanfiction. I was only twelve and I was bewildered. Since then, reading FF's has been a hobby for me. It became my daily sleeping pill. It wasn't until I was fifteen when I decided to write one. I wrote and wrote and wrote but I would not continue it.

Ever since this account as One Great Mind, I realized that when you write a story, you write it because you have a message to convey not because you just want to. Instead, you write because you need to.

I wrote Until You Love Me Back as a start and believe me when I say that I didn't know what to do when I reached the middle part. Trust me, I do get all of you when you say that the upper part was awesome but the lower wasn't. Well, I totally get you. It came to the point where I was like "What am I going to do?"

I wrote and wrote until I wrote The Secret Keeper. It had controversies. A lot were bullying me but it wasn't the reason why I stopped my writing "career" as a Fanfiction writer. I had the whole story in mind for TSK but I won't continue it anymore. I know a lot of you have asked me to consider posting it again but the truth is I didn't have the drive to finish it at all because of my place in life and the controversies that came with the reviews.

I am sorry but it won't be posted nor continued.

Then, what really prompted me to take some time and just disappear from the writing world is the fact that I was in a toxic relationship. It was a relationship that I couldn't really let go of. When I was writing "Seraphic Accident" and "Every Single Thing", I was writing it secretly because the guy I was dating did not allow me to write. He wanted to be with me literally 24/7 and he saw writing as something that could take me away from him. I was trapped. I was alone. I couldn't really blame him wholly for what happened. I blamed myself. It's been almost a year since that relationship ended and I felt so free right now. It's like a prison break.

What made that relationship super suffocating was that it didn't feel like a two-way street. It felt like the entire road of Google Maps was there. My parents were HUGELY involved and they sided with him. The whole community knew about our relationship. It was highly publicized by social media. It just felt like everything was strangling me to death.

Then when he made a mistake, I took it as the opportunity to get out of the relationship. I am better now. In fact, I am finally okay.

Here is what I've learned and I believed I mentioned it in one of my stories before:

You love somebody because you do. Guilt shouldn't be a part of it.

Love is love. Love is never guilt.

You guys, I am sorry for taking down the stories before. I was lost.

This is so dramatic but what is life without a little drama, right?

I am going to write a new story and check it out.

And guys?

I got three words for you.

For Fanfiction

For my life

I AM BACK

Margo