Author's Note= Okay, this didn't start out as Mello's POV. This just started as random typing, but then I was like. "This could be Mello…." And POOF, here we are ^.^
Mello's POV
I can't explain,
What possessed me to do this,
But I can explain,
The unimaginable pain.
If you've ever been,
On a boat,
That refuses to float,
Then maybe you would have seen.
If you've ever cried,
And always tried,
But never did win,
You know it's not a sin.
If you've ever lost,
But refused the cost,
Only to have it a higher price,
Then maybe you'd understand my vice.
If you've ever loved,
But never could covet,
The one you wanted,
For fear of being taunted,
Then maybe, like me, you always watch them.
If you've ever lied,
Though you know it divides,
And never could tell,
The truth very well,
Then maybe, you're drowning.
If you've ever felt,
Just like a flower as it welt,
But always kept it to yourself,
Then maybe we aren't so different.
If you've ever laughed,
And smiled away,
But it was never real,
Then I know how you feel.
If you've given up,
And just sat forever,
Wishing to get better,
Then maybe we'd get along.
If you've ever pondered,
But not ever wondered,
Just thinking about nothing,
But still debating everything,
Then maybe, like me, you think far too much.
If you've ever lived,
But never really been alive,
No, not until the day you died,
Then maybe you're just like me.