I DONT OWN ANY OF THE TMI CHARACTERS THEY BELONG TO CASSANDRA CLARE! NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WISH I OWNED JACE((: please enjoy the first chapter and review! This is my first experience on writing a fan fiction so please don't be to hard on me!
-kelse-
CHAPTER ONE:
I was running through the tall grass trying to find a suitable place to hide. "30,31,32.." I quickly leaped into a small bush and formed a small ball that she hopefully couldn't see. "48,49,50. Ready or not here i come!" mother giggled excitedly, yet it didn't quite reach her eyes. There was something sad about them. I quickly ignored the observation and continued to squeeze into the tight ball I was in. Five minutes later she found both me, and my brother, Jonathan. Now it was my turn to count. I counted to fifty and almost immediately found Jon, seeing as he always made it fairly easy on me. I looked for mom. I checked behind the house, in the bushes, behind the trees, but couldn't seem to spot her. Thirty minutes later when she was nowhere to be found, I began to panic. Jon had stopped playing about twenty minutes ago so I had to find her by my self. At this point I gave up. "MOMMM!" I yelled. "I give up you win this one!" There was no response. Not even a rustle of leaves or footsteps from a distance. "Mom?" I said again. Still no answer. "Mom this really isn't funny please come out." I yelled to the sky. Two hours later, hoarse from screaming and eyes moist from crying I stopped and realized she was gone. I sprinted to the house, throwing open the back door and yelled for Jon. He ran outside with me and we search more, both franticly checking every possible spot. A while later we decide to check the house, maybe she thought it was funny to cheat? That's when Jon noticed it. Her clothes were gone. Every last blouse, skirt, and earring. We quickly ripped open drawers and cupboards in the room, and then I found it. I found the envelope that ruined my life, the envelope that ruined my family. I opened it slowly and read it.
Dear Clare and Jon, if you are reading this it means I am already gone. I didn't want to leave, but it was for the best. I love you both more than you can ever imagine, but i found love that wasn't your father. I love him very much but we just weren't.. right or each other. Tell him I love him and that he too will find his true love. Im so sorry. Take care of yourselves. xx, Jocelyn I collapsed to the floor in a sobbing heap, and cried until I could no longer cry. Jon just held the goodbye letter in his hands though, glaring at it and clenching it so tightly his knuckles whitened. We sat there like that for hours,with emotions of anger, despair, and hopelessness. That was when he got home. My father that is. I hear his work shoes thumping through the house towards his room. The room in which we are dying inside. He opens the door and at first looks startled, then confused, then.. angry? I had never seen dad this angry before. He walked up to Jon and ripped the note from his grasp, and read it. He turned his hateful gaze to us after reading. "How did this happen?" he whispers quietly and dangerously to us. "I..We.." I start. "We were all playing hide and go seek and when I tried to find her I couldn't so we looked and the house and found this and dad I miss mommy so much. He walks up to me as if to hug me, wrap me in his warm arms and tell me it is all gonna be okay. I hold out my arms and close my eyes expecting love when I feel hot pain across my cheek. I realized he had hit me. "It's all your fault.." he growls. "And now.. You're gonna pay." he breaths. Dad had never hurt me before, but I knew in that moment he would do it many times again. And all i felt was hopeless. I awoke with a start in my bed from the nightmare about my past.
hey y'all thx for reading hope you enjoyed(: definitely will be updating soon! Wonder what happens right? Anyways there is chapter one and trust me there is much more to come! Will Clary be saved from her despair and given hope? Keep checking for updates to find out! Review for updates! Love you guys bye
-Kelse