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Chapter 1
Hi i made a few changes to this story I looked at my old one and didnt like parts of it
I ended up getting a phone call a week after I had left Beacon Hills saying Derek was missing from Scott I told him I would be home right away then hung up. I explained everything to Ethan he asked me if I wanted him to come with me I told him no. I got into my car and started driving thinking about Stiles all the way back and how stupid I was for thinking of not going back. I got there the next day I took a deep breath before I got out the car and went to Stiles door and knocked a few seconds later John answered when he saw me he smiled
"Hi John" I say smiling
"Lily" John said hugging me
"Where is he?" I asked John
"In your room" John said I was surprised he said my room did Stiles still want to be with me I thought hopeful
"Is he um seeing anyone?" I ask nervously
"You two are still dating aren't you?" John asked confused
"I hope so" I say sadly walking up the stairs I open the door cautiously to see Stiles sleeping on the bed I had a soft smile on my face I walk over to the bed and lie next to him "Stiles" I say softly nudging him Stiles groaned "Stiles wake up" I say louder Stiles opened his eyes slowly but when he looked at me his eyes widened
"Lily" Stiles exclaimed sitting up
"It's me" I say quietly suddenly I was pulled into a hug I flinched but returned it
"Does this mean your back?" Stiles asked me hopefully
"If you'll have me?" I say smiling slightly
"Of course I will baby" Stiles says happily
"Stiles are we still together?" I asked him hopeful
"Definitely unless you met someone else," Stiles said worried
"No I didn't I still love only you" I say smiling
"I still love you" Stiles said lovingly I listened to his heartbeat and it was steady I kissed him
Another week had passed one filled of nightmares when we ended up going to Mexico to search for Derek the car ride there was pretty boring I was just sat there drawing so I thought that I'd decided to liven things up
"Road trip" I shouted I was sat in the front with Stiles I made them all jump in surprise
"Geez Lily this isn't meant to be fun" Stiles snapped he's been like this with me since I came back we've become more distant from each other it's like we barely speak.
"Fine if you were a tree what kind would you be?" I asked him softly
"An apple tree" he said with a small smile I felt the urge to draw so I flipped to the next page and started drawing when I had finished I looked at it shocked. I shouted for Stiles to stop the car he looked at me worried and stopped.
I got out and ran so I was far enough away that Scott couldn't hear. How can it be him, he's not even dead he's trapped. I looked at the picture it looked like Stiles but I knew it wasn't from the way I had drawn the eyes there wasn't even a glimmer in them. It was the nogitsune I almost cried
"Lily" I turned to see Stiles there "long time no see I can tell my little firefly isn't working right now" then I realised I was speaking to the nogitsune
"What do you want?" I asked scared he put his hand to my cheek I backed away
"Nothing at the moment I will tell you when I do want something," he said smirking
"Are you okay?" I turned to see the real Stiles
"Look at him pretending he care's when you know it's a lie," the nogitsune taunted
"I'm fine just needed air" I told Stiles softly he nodded and hugged me
"what do you think he would do if he thought he had a chance with Malia?" the nogitsune asked I pulled away from the hug and went to the jeep I tried to block him out come on Lily ignore him but when I opened the door the nogitsune was sat in my seat so guess what I had to sit on his knee to avoid suspicion "do you know he still talks to Malia?" he whispered in my ear I shivered
"There friends" I muttered
"Who are?" Scott asked confused
"No one" I snapped deep breathe Lily I thought
"Then why didn't he tell you?" the nogitsune asked smugly
"Stiles" I said he looked at me please tell me it's a lie
"Have you heard from Malia lately?" I asked nervously
"No" he said quickly he's heartbeat wasn't steady
"Why are you lying?" I demanded
"I'm not" Stiles said he's heart rate went up again
"Yes you are why couldn't you just tell me you was speaking to her?" I asked him annoyed he looked at me confused
"I'm not," he repeated and what a surprise no change
"Care to explain why in Barney's sake your heart rate is going up?" I snapped I could sense everyone's confusion
"Um lils his heart rate didn't go up" Scott said slowly now I'm confused
"He's just lying to protect his friend because he knows Stiles can do much better then you," the nogitsune said yanking my hair back I gasped in pain everyone looked at me
"Neck cramp" I said quickly Scott shot me a weird look
"All of your friends think it," the nogitsune said coldly pulling harder
"No" I whimpered
"Lil" Kira said worried
"Did he ever tell you he was glad that Lydia kissed him when he had that panic attack because he had a smidge of knowing what it was like to kiss her or that he lied to you saying Lydia wasn't perfect? All because he knows she's so much better then you," the nogitsune said disgusted he let go off my hair I flinched
"Shut up" I whispered with tears down my face
"Why do you think he's been so distant towards you the guilt is eating away at him. He knows you two will never be the same again he knows a part of you will always hate him" the nogitsune taunted
"Shut up" I growled at him I felt his hands on my neck I couldn't breathe I tried to pull his hands off me "please I'm sorry" I gasped out
"Lily" I heard Stiles say panicking
"Are you really sorry?" the nogitsune asked me I nodded quickly he let go I tried to get as much air in my lungs as possible
"Lils you okay?" Lydia asked me worried I nod we finally made it there I got out the car quickly I could sense the nogitsune behind me I folded up the piece of paper with the nogitsune on but me being me dropped it. Stiles got to it first he was about to open it
"Stiles I'm begging you to not open it please" I pleaded tearing up Stiles looked at the paper with determination
"Lily it sounded like you were nearly choked to death in the jeep I'm finding out who it is" Stiles said I went to protest but it was too late he looked at it and his facial expression dropped and darkened at the same time. Maybe he's reaction wouldn't be that bad
"ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME," Stiles shouted maybe not
"I told you not to open it," I said to Stiles
"What has he said to you?" Stiles demanded
"A bunch of BS things he doesn't understand" I mutter Stiles looked at me confused
"What are you talking about?" Stiles asked frustrated
"He's trying to wind me up cant you trust me to deal with him" I sighed
"I can't trust you Lily" Stiles shouted I froze I could sense everyone's shock I turned around slowly
"What?" I whispered
"I can't trust you Lily you run away all the time like when you left for a week or end things between us over a mistake. I think this is a way for you to run away from someone who you can actually count on because you've never had that before but I'm sick and tired of it okay Lily" Stiles said angry I just stood there looking at him in shock
"Stiles" Scott said shocked
"I told you about my past I told Scott how I feel tell him Scott tell him what I said to you" I said to Scott
"You said you've seen it how many times have I run away from Stiles or almost broke up with him over something silly. I'm insecure all the time Scott scared he's going to leave me for someone else or in general. I have this big secret I don't even know if I can trust him with it." Scott said sadly
"and what did I do Stiles I trusted you with it I didn't run away I thought of it but didn't like I let you in when I was at home feeling empty and Allison and Aiden do you know how hard that was for me?. The last time I ran away from you was when you was when I went to the nogitsune to protect you. The only reason why I left for a week was so I could fix what the nogitsune broke in me and I didn't burden you" I frown
"It wouldn't have burdened me you told me you didn't think you loved me anymore than a week later you're back and everything's okay I don't understand you Lily" Stiles said annoyed
"I don't know how to do this" I say quietly
"Do what Lily?" Lydia asked confused
"You guys are the only real friends I have every had I don't know too much about friendship most of the time I try to be a good friend. Stiles you're the only boyfriend I have ever had you're my first kiss, first time and first love and it scares me because I have never felt this way before. Then I get told I'm a freaking werecoyote and I find it hard to control my anger. okay so I'm sorry Stiles I'm doing the best I can and if I'm doing something wrong just tell me" I exclaimed "let's get back to finding Derek" Kira held my hand I smiled at her sadly Stiles told us the plan me, Kira and Scott will go in first to blend in then he and Lydia will come in about ten minutes later.
"I wonder what they could be doing for ten minutes" the nogitsune taunted
"shut up" I shouted I froze in fear realizing what I just did the nogitsune came in front of me I stepped back the others looked at me worried
"I didn't mean it I'm sorry" I said scared I saw the nogitsune smirking next thing I know I'm pinned to the floor
"Lils" I heard the others say in worry
"why would stiles want a disgusting bitch like you when he could Malia or Lydia that's why he doesn't want you, you was just a plaything to him till he gets bored. Which by the looks of it seems to be now so why don't you give me control again you will feel so much better" the nogitsune said kissing my cheek I tried to get him off me
"I would never give you control again" I whispered I felt the nogitsune lips on mine I tried pushing him off but every time I tried his grip got stronger I gave in to the kiss he finally pulled back and got off me I stood up quickly "never do that again" I warned him
"Or what?" nogitsune smirked
"I need a drink" I stated
I walked into the club I need alcohol more than Derek needs a sense of humor. When I finished my drink I decided to start dancing someone came over to join in with me. I saw Stiles walk in and I went to the bar the guy followed
"10 shots" I said to the bartender forcing a smile once the guy and I downed them all "having fun?" I thought to Stiles
"Lily what are you doing?"Stiles asked me irritated I could sense the jealousy
"Blending in okay this guy just followed me" I state I saw a guy going over to Stiles and Lydia I listened in
"No on the house, what Americans come across the border to refuse a drink" the guy said
"We didn't come to drink" sensing no danger right now I started to dance again I felt the nogitsune hand on my body I shivered in disgust
"Something's happening" Kira said rushing over to me panicked
"I know" I say smirking I'm ready for a good fight
"So what do we do?" Kira asked
"blend in" I said condescendingly Kira nodded then looked around terrified then back at me bless her it thought "Kira dance with me" I tell her in baby talk she smiles at me
"oh" Kira mumbled I started to help show her how to dance when I saw her dancing I pulled her closer and started dancing slowly she smiled at me I returned it guys started crowding us. Kira looked behind me worried I saw a guy moving closer to us
"Ready to kick some ass?"I asked Kira she nodded I fought the guy; Kira fought the girl I ended up knocking the guy out. I turned to look at Scott he nodded at me then Kira we walked to one of the back doors and went through it. It led to a hallway we made our way down it I saw smoke coming through the wall
"Wolfsbane" Scott said I rolled my eyes
"Off course it is" I mumbled
"Kira get out of here" Scott shouted I saw a guy come up behind her
"Kira watch out" I shouted I felt like I couldn't breathe a kind of old looking woman came in front of us
"Someone who's only been an alpha a few months should be more careful when facing a hunter of 40 years" the woman said
"All we want is Derek" Scott said
"And a burger" I gasped out
"You're a long way from home" the woman said everything became fuzzy
"You don't know where he is either" Scott said the woman tazered him I passed out
"See Lily this is what happens when you're on the good side, remember when you used to have a semi normal life when it was easier" the nogitsune said
"Yes" I whispered it was easier I didn't worry about dying as much as I do now
"But you don't want to go back do you" nogitsune asked smirking
"No" I whispered
"Stiles there awake. There awake" I heard Kira say
"Lily, Scott you two okay?" Stiles asked us worried
"They don't have him, they don't have Derek" Scott said getting up Stiles came to help me
"Thanks" I tell him he shrugs
"We know but right now they have Lydia" Kira said
"Lily" I heard the nogitsune say I saw that he and Stiles looked exactly the same
"Why are you tormenting me?" I growled
"Because it's so much fun" the nogitsune smirked
"No It's something else you would have tried to convince me to let you out or tell me what you want but your taunting me so why and why kiss me?" I asked nogitsune shoved me into the wall
"Lily" the other yelled I looked at his face then I saw it
"Oh my god" I say shocked
"What?" nogitsune growled
"That's why you marked me why you keep kissing me why you won't leave me alone I make you feel something don't I something you haven't felt before. That's why you hate me isn't it?" I asked smirking
"Shut up" nogitsune yelled
"What do you mean Lily?" Kira asked confused
"Think about it he marked me he kissed me made me sleep with him wouldn't leave me alone and wanted me on the dark side. What has the nogitsune never felt?" I asked them
"Human" Scott said in realization
"It started when you possessed Stiles didn't it?" I asked him he just glared "you told me you felt a spark of happiness when you kissed me that was the first time you felt it wasn't it?"
"You're wrong I feed on chaos, strife and pain" nogitsune denied
"You feed on it you don't feel it why me though why do I make you feel human?" I asked confused
"I don't know that's why I had to change you, you was a pain in my ass from the start" nogitsune said angrily
"It's because of who you are Lily" Kira says I look at her confused
"you're light he's dark, you're innocent and he's guilty, you're kind and he is evil that's why because you're good Lily you didn't even kill anyone when he possessed you" Kira states
"If I make you feel that why hurt me?" I asked curiously
"Because a nogitsune is strong and powerful he doesn't need a weird teenage girl ruining that" nogitsune yelled
"There's good in you" I mutter looking down
"What" Stiles yelled
"There's still some good in you" I look at the nogitsune he looked pissed he started hitting me I shoved him away but he grabbed me by the hair hitting my head against the wall
"Stop" Stiles yelled panicked
"You're wrong" nogitsune smirked
"I'm never wrong there's good in everyone even if they can't see it It's just what outweighs it more" I coughed up blood I dropped on my knees he booted me in the stomach
"Beating me up won't change anything" I breathed heavily he grabbed my arm breaking it I screamed
"It was Stiles as well wasn't it feeling his feelings seeing his memories they changed you so did all of his friends risking their life for him. They made you human" I laughed wiping the blood off my mouth
"Lily stop" Scott demanded
"You just don't like how it confuses you how it changes you" I scoffed he hit me again
"I'm over a 1000 years old and more powerful then you can imagine" nogitsune yelled
"Powerful yeah but even you have you have a weakness." I state he stabbed me in the stomach I gasped
"Lily when you have a weakness you get rid of it" nogitsune whispered in my ear throwing me across the room when I looked up he had disappeared they all ran over to me
"I'll heal" I groan sitting up against the wall
"Are you seriously deranged why the hell would you do that?" Stiles asked me in disbelief
"I'm tired of being afraid of him I saw a weakness and exposed it" I wince
"Did it feel good?" Scott asked me curiously
"Hell yeah but remind me not to do it again" I groaned
"We will do" Kira nods
"Stiles I'm sorry if I scared you" I say apologetic
"It's okay baby at least you stopped" Stiles nods
"I'm not okay Stiles why can't he leave me alone I thought we were done with this" I said tearing up Stiles hugged me I hugged back tighter. Scott tried looking for a way out
"We already looked for a way out" Kira said sighing
"I think a lot of people have died in here" I mumble "I say when the doors open again we take down whoever's in the way and run for it" I state
"What about Lydia?" Kira asked
"We save her" I say condescendingly
"Guys we're not dead yet that means Araya wants something" Scott states
"But the Calaveras don't know where Derek is that means he wasn't taken from his loft right?" Kira asked
"Maybe he left on his own" Stiles said
"That could mean he's on holiday sun, sand, on the beach smiling and telling jokes to a girl he just met" I say sarcastically we all snort in amusement at that
"maybe someone else got to him" Scott said he had a point suddenly the door opened three guys came in one of the guys tazered him and dragged him out with another guy and the other one took Kira the door shut behind them.
"No" I closed my eyes when I saw the nogitsune
"Let him see me" the nogitsune demanded
"No" I state he punches me "ah" I gasped in pain
"Let him see me now" the nogitsune said his expression darkened
"No you've done enough to him already" I shouted standing up the nogitsune shoved me against the wall his hand on my neck tight
"Lily what does he want?" Stiles asked me worried
"For you to see him" I said strained
"Then let him" Stiles said quickly I nodded and projected the nogitsune he dropped me to the floor "what do you want?" Stiles asked in anger
"No hello how disappointing" nogitsune said frowning
"What will it take for you to go away" I asked annoyed
"That's easy, tell him how you felt about him when you thought it was him hurting you" the nogitsune said coldly I was shocked
"I can't" I said quietly
"Then I will never leave" the nogitsune said he threw me into the wall and started booting me
"Baby it's alright tell me" Stiles said quickly
"I was terrified, I was so scared of you, and I couldn't let anyone touch me without thinking about you hurting me. I could barely stand to be near you that's why I slept on the couch. I thought it was my fault I was a bad girlfriend then you started saying horrible stuff to me it made me question myself and our relationship. I still loved you but not like I used to, I feared being alone with you or saying the wrong thing to make you snap. I thought how could someone that loved me bring me this much pain" I said quietly I looked at Stiles to see him staring at me in sorrow and shame. "But when I found out it wasn't you I was happy and relieved because that meant you still loved me" I added Stiles hugged me
"Tell him what I showed you in eichen house what he wanted to happen" the nogitsune said I looked at Stiles for reassurance he nodded
"We were restrained to the chairs the next thing I know you was in front of me I asked you to get the restraints off me you asked why would you do that I thought you was the nogitsune until you pointed to the chair you was in and he was sat there. You asked why would you let me go I said because you love me you laughed then said you actually think I love you because of what I said before I wanted to show how loving I could be in front off Malia I mean I saw her body she is so much more perfect then you after you said that you put the drill in my stomach. I asked you to stop but you didn't and said why don't you just give up why would I want a girl who brings death with her wherever she goes. I mean you basically killed your adoptive parents, you could of easily saved your aunt and Boyd but didn't. I have never really loved you; you have always been second choice and always will be. Then put the drill in me again I gasped out saying stop, you should just give yourself to the nogitsune. I closed my eyes waiting for you to stop I said I thought you felt sick at the thought of hurting me you replied saying I lied I have wanted to do this since you let my dad get kidnapped" I said sobbing I could sense the shock Stiles looked at me with a blank expression I looked at him nervously he pulled me into a hug I was relieved
"None and I mean none of the things you saw are true I swear to you Lily there not" Stiles said sternly
"Lastly tell him the truth about the day you left" nogitsune told me smirking I shook my head
"Baby its okay tell me" Stiles told me softly I nodded slowly
"When I left I didn't plan on coming back" I whispered Stiles looked at me hurt
"Tell him why" the nogitsune demanded
"I didn't know if I loved you anymore and you still scared me even though I knew it was you, I couldn't get what the nogitsune and Meredith said out my head I think I am filled with darkness so I went away to protect you but being away from you for a week killed me I wanted to pick up the phone so many time but I couldn't. I love you Stiles I always have and always will I'm so sorry please don't hate me" I pleaded tearing up he looked at me frowning I felt my mind clear I knew the nogitsune was gone I sighed in relief
"Can you hear Scott?" Stiles asked quietly helping me up I closed my eyes and tried to listen but couldn't I shook my head
"Okay can you hear Kira, Lydia, anybody what are they saying?" Stiles asked urgently
"I can't concentrate my head is all messed up with thoughts and you putting this much pressure on me isn't helping take a chill pill for barneys sake wait why do they say chill pill is there actually chill pills?" I asked him confused
"okay sorry for pressuring you, it's alright, it's okay just breathe, breathe with me now just do something to clear your mind, anything a song, a question even the colors of the rainbow anything just try to clear your mind" Stiles says slowly
"I have the perfect idea" I say
"Wha..." I cut him off with a kiss I put everything into it I felt him kiss back and it's like all my thoughts disappeared I pulled back, pressing my forehead on his and listened
"I hear electricity crackling I can hear the woman talking she's asking him to tell her who really has Derek someone who has a reason a vendetta against the hales" I tell him wow there is probably a lot of people who has a vendetta against them might as well just grab the phone book
"Lily, focus what else?" Stiles asked I could tell he was worried
"Scott said he doesn't know, she's saying that he hasn't figured it out yet that he needs to think then said three in Spanish. Scott's saying its okay to someone I can hear the electricity crackling again. She said it's someone who has the power of a shape shifter. Scott said he doesn't know Stiles he sounds like he's in pain" I tell Stiles a bit panicked
"Keep going baby" Stiles said softly
"She's saying someone who could of turned without him knowing but not turned by a bite. Scott said he doesn't know again. She said ten in Spanish twice" I stopped talking when I saw the lights flickering
"they're killing him" I said tearing up Stiles held my hands I heard Scott screaming, there was a roar and I could hear something breaking like chains "she's demanding for him to say the name and he said Kate" I tell him Stiles looked shocked
"That's impossible, that's impossible it can't be what he said" Stiles said in denial
"Well it is unless you have vampire hearing and heard something that's what he said. Why who's Kate?" I asked confused
"She's a hunter, an argent" Stiles said solemnly
"Oh my cheesecake that Kate, wow Allison told me about her not a lot but some" I said the doors opened
"Get out" a man said we got up and walked to the door I stopped to look at the man
"Did your mother not bring you up with manners" I said then followed Stiles we waited at the car for Scott
"Stiles let me explain" I say quickly
"Nope pretty sure I understand you were just going to leave us all behind" Stiles said annoyed
"So what now" Stiles asked
"Araya thinks she knows where we can find Derek" Scott tells us smiling
"Is she gonna tell us where because I am starving" I groaned
"Uh actually, she's giving us a guide" Scott stated
"Lily, look in my bag" Stiles said so I looked and saw skittles and chocolate
"I love you so much right now" I said happily he smiled slightly then I started eating my candy I heard music I looked up to see a girl on a motorcycle she nearly hit Stiles but he jumped back I snickered loudly
"You know her?" Stiles asked Scott
"Breaden" Scott said shocked
"Who's Breaden?" Kira asked sounding a little jealous so I did the only thing I could gave her some candy
"She's a mercenary" Lydia said with a slight glare
"Right now, I'm the only one who's going to take you to la Iglesias" Braeden stated she looked really familiar
"The church?" Lydia asked confused
"What's the church?" Stiles asked
"Stiles do we need to talk about what a church is" I teased he glared at me he's being such a grump
"It's not a place you'll find God" Braeden said gravely "which one of you is Lily?" Breaden asked looking from me to Kira
"I am" I said smiling
"Deucalion told me to tell you he might have been a little misjudgment killing your parents" Braeden said unfazed I felt anger raise in me a little misjudgment
"So you know where he is?" I asked her looking feigning disinterest Stiles gave me a pointed look
"Yes I do" Braeden informs me perfect I thought
"Will you tell me where he is?" I asked eagerly
"Deucalion is" Braeden started saying before she got cut off by Stiles
"Lily car now" Stiles demanded I huffed but got in the back I started singing the duck song 2 we started following Braeden I started singing Friday the girls joined in we was having fun till
"Shut up" Stiles shouted I put my head down the girls started to comfort me
"It's okay lils he's just being grumpy" Kira said frowning
"Want some chocolate sweetie?" Lydia asked me I nodded
"Lils I don't like Barney" Lydia said I gasped
"How can you not like Barney it's like not liking chocolate I don't think we can be best friends anymore" I said offended until I saw her smile
"I think I have just been played touché Lyds touché" I said smiling
"Hey I thought I was your best friend?" Scott said a hand over his heart
"Well she likes me better now" Lydia said smugly
"your both my best friends" I say chuckling then frowned "um guys I have to leave beacon hills for a little bit longer" I say nervously they all looked at me shocked what I only need to get my stuff
"No" Stiles said sternly
"Excuse me" I said annoyed
"You're not leaving again I forbid it" Stiles my jaw dropped who does he think he is my dad
"Oh no he didn't" Lydia stated
"Oh yes he did" Kira replied
"I also forbid you from listening to anymore Barney till we get home" Stiles said sternly I took a deep breath to keep calm
"Dude" Scott said shocked
"What?" Stiles asked confused how he can be so oblivious
"Nothing" Scott said sighing he turned to look at me concerned "Lily" Scott exclaimed
"What is it?" Stiles asked quickly my eyes was glowing and my claws were coming out
"She's shifting dude" Scott replied
"I am here you know I just need a minute stop the car" I say breathing heavily Stiles stops and I jump out the car this is Stiles fault I thought
"What happened, what got you angry?" Stiles asked me worried the others gave him a pointed look "me?" Stiles asked shocked
"Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet" I said to myself calming down "if you let me explain before I needed to leave to get my stuff back" I said to Stiles sighed
"Well sorry I just went with the most obvious answer you running away I mean you weren't even planning on coming back" Stiles snapped
"What" the others asked in disbelief
"I'm sorry" I apologized to them
"You were really just going to go no goodbyes" Lydia asked in disbelief
"Lily why would you do that?" Scott asked hurt
"Because my head was all over the place I didn't know what I was doing I just needed to get away I thought beacon hills was a bad place where I didn't want to be" I tell them
"So why come back?" Kira frowned
"You called me needing help" I state
"If no one called would you have come back?" Stiles asked with furrowed brows
"I,I,I" I stuttered
"You wouldn't have" Stiles stepped back
"I would have eventually" I argued
"Well eventually isn't good enough Lily you said a few weeks and lied to me" Stiles shouted lifting his hands up I flinched back
"I'm sorry" I say quickly covering my face I froze when I realized what I did and Stiles did too "umm we need to get going" I say walking back to the car
"Lily wait" Stiles says following I stopped and looked at him
"What?" I ask forcing a smile
"Did you think I was going to hit you then?" Stiles asked me with sadness I saw the others staring at us
"No" I denied "now come on we have a broody werewolf to get and I have recorded episodes of Bones at home so we better get going" I say getting into the car
"She was lying wasn't she?" I heard Stiles ask Scott in defeat
"Yes" Scott whispered
"Scott" I say unsure
"Yeah?" Scott replied
"Whose Kate argent I mean what did she so that was so wrong?" I asked him
"I'd like to know that too" Kira said
"Well we was at her funeral so I would really like to know how she got out a casket buried six feet underground" Stiles stated
"Maybe she was buried alive I mean could you imagine that what would you do if you needed to pee" I said in disgust
"Pee yourself" Kira says slightly amused
"Kate was never in the casket" Scott told us
"She was Allison's aunt and a total sociopath" Lydia said her voice a bit strained
"You don't have to talk about it now if you don't want to" Kira said to Scott sympathetically
"Please Scott" I thought to him
"Okay Lily you all need to know anyway" Scott said sighing
"Alright Kate was the one who set the fire that killed most of Derek's family" Stiles states
"Some of them survived like Cora and peter" Scott said
"A very angry peter" Lydia adds poor Derek I thought
"Yeah, he's the one that bit and turned me" Scott says
"And he's the one who finally caught up with Kate and killed her" Lydia informs us
"Good for him, you know maybe I was wrong about peter" I say to the others they all gave each other weird looks I frowned "what everyone deserves a second chance this can be his" I say shrugging
"No" everyone exclaimed
"Fine" I grumble
"And we saw her buried" Stiles said quickly okay I'm asking him about this later
"No we saw her casket remember? She wasn't in it The Calaveras heard that Kate had been killed by an Alpha's claws. They wanted to make sure she was really dead. Her body was healing. More and more, as she got closer to a full moon. She was coming back. So they switched out the bodies. If a hunter is bit, they have to take their own life before they change. The Calaveras, they treat the code like law. They make it their responsibility to enforce it." Scott tells us
"To be honest I wouldn't have done it either" I say sighing
"Would you kill half a dozen people to get out? Because that's what she did." Scott asked
"It would depend" I say shrugging
"On what?" Kira asked me
"If they loved Barney or not duh" I say bluntly normally they'd look at me amused but I guess I really hurt them
"So Kate's a werewolf now?" Kira asked curiously
"I don't know but there's a saying sometimes the shape you take is a reflection of who you are" Scott said gravely
"What kind of shape is sociopathic bitch?" Lydia asked
"What shape would I be?" I asked Lydia
"A bunny" Lydia said smiling I beamed then the car became unsteady we got out the car
"What happened?" Braeden asked
"I don't know it felt like we hit something" Stiles said annoyed I roll my eyes
"Scott we need to get there by night it's too dangerous otherwise" Braeden said gravely I frown it can't be that bad
"Go" Stiles told him
"Not without you" Scott said to Stiles I cleared my throat but he ignored me
"Dude someone needs to find Derek" Stiles states
"Yeah Scott go save sourwolf I miss the brooding looks and glares" I say sadly I do miss him
"We'll think of something, we always do just go" Stiles demanded
"Okay" Scott whispered then walked off we turned to find out the problem with the jeep when I heard
"Scott" Kira said "I can't think of anything else to say except for be careful. And I know "Be careful" sounds kind of lame and I'm totally sure the second you're gone I'm gonna think of something much better, but I Uh"Kira rambled I squealed at them Stiles looked at me confused I rolled my eyes
"Be careful works for me" Scott said smiling then they hugged I sighed happily
"Scott the sun's going down" Braeden states I hurry over to her
"Please tell me where he is" I pleaded
"Tell you what when I see you again I will tell you" Braeden said I nodded and walked back to the jeep I noticed Stiles was staring at me
"Okay I got to go" Scott said to Kira then got on braedens motorbike and drove off I stared to search the wheels when I noticed something stuck I pulled it out
"Hey Stiles" I shout
"Are you talking to me or are you leaving?" Stiles asked confused
"Yes I'm talking to you I don't think we hit something I think something hit us" it was a sharp carved object I handed it to Stiles
"What is that?" Lydia asked
"I don't know" Stiles said staring at it
"Guys look I'm really sorry okay I would have come back I missed you all like crazy seriously Ethan planned to tie me up in the boot of my own car and drive me back. I swear I never meant to hurt any of you that's why I still texted and called please can you forgive me I made a mistake a big one but I love you guys you're my family" I say apologetic Lydia and Kira smiled at me Stiles looked at me a minute before nodding
"Want to know what this reminds me off?" I ask smiling they all looked at me curiously "jeepers creepers" I say then smirk when Stiles pales
"Your right" Lydia agrees
"Thanks Lily I'm freaked out now I can't believe you made me watch that film" Stiles said with sarcasm I glare at him and got back to work fixing the car
"Maybe we should just walk" Lydia suggests
"Hey I will never abandon this jeep you understand me ever, ever, ever" Stiles said sternly
"I think you're just worried about the creeper getting you" I teased
"Stop going on about it" Stiles said annoyed
"Stiles I'm I a dog?" I asked him
"No you're a "he trailed off when he saw my glare
"Am I a child?" I ask him irritated
"No" Stiles said confused
"stop treating me like one then ever since we came onto this search for Derek you have been telling me what to do telling me not to be excited, telling me to get into the jeep, that I'm not leaving and I can't listen to barney. I am not someone you can boss around or your little bitch anymore so it stops now I can do what I want deal with it" I said frustrated I could sense a something strange
"If I didn't you would do stupid stuff" Stiles muttered
"I get you're pissed with me but don't tell me what to do" I say sternly
"You was never a little bitch to me" Stiles whispered
"Work faster Stiles" I said looking around everyone looked at me "there's something out here this time I'm not joking" I say serious they looked panicked it was getting darker now I could barely see anything
"Lydia could you please hold the light still for a second it's really hard to see with you shaking like that" Stiles said annoyed
"I'm shaking because we are in the middle of nowhere with your broken down jeep and we're being attacked by yet another razor clawed monster and I'm terrified."Lydia said I could sense her fear a mile away
"Well just be slightly less terrified" Stiles says
"You're being so insensitive right now aren't you" I state in disbelief
"Yes I am" Stiles said shrugging
"Whatever" I snap at him
"And hold this" Stiles said handing something to Lydia
"What's this?"Lydia asked
"I don't know I'm hoping it's not important" Stiles said
"Anything?" Kira asked me
"It's too dark to see" I groaned "we should have brought another flashlight"
"Was that directed at me?" Stiles asked glaring
"No why would you think that?" I asked confused
"Seeing how I was the one that brought that flashlight along with me are you saying I should have brought another one" Stiles said irritated Kira used her sword to reflect light
"Do you even want to be with me anymore?" I asked frustrated looking around I saw something
"Did you see that?" Kira asked me
"Off cou" Stiles began saying I shifted and ran after the thing
"Lily wait" I heard Kira shout
"hey Lily, Lily" Stiles shouted I had to stop whatever that thing was I finally caught up to it but it was big and strong with a really strong scent we started fighting it ended up cutting my leg then ran off. I heard someone say my name so I followed the voice it was Kira I went up to her but she nearly hit me with her sword
"It's me Kira, it's me" I say to her softly
"What happened, what was out there?" Kira asked
"it's big and fast it also cuts deep I wish I was at home in bed watching the Muppets" I say wincing as I touch the cut I heard the jeep start up we ran to it me a bit slower. When we got back Stiles looked worried and angry while Lydia looked relieved. We got in and Stiles began driving
"You, you don't ever do that ever again" Stiles said angry
"Do what chase after something that will probably want to kill us" I say annoyed
"I, I thought you took off, I thought you was running" Stiles said upset
"I was running" I said to him slowly frowning what did he think I was doing a power walk
"No I mean I thought you were leaving" Stiles said realization hit me I'm an idiot what I said to him before I ran off must have made him think I was doing it again
"I would never leave without you when I was away I spent all my time missing you" I state
"Really?" Stiles asked hopeful
"I would never leave without you again baby I swear on barney" I say
"Not even for a chance to meet Barney?"Lydia asked curiously
"Nope I wouldn't" I state seriously
"You wouldn't?" Stiles asked smiling
"No Stiles you're the most important thing in my life Stiles but I don't want to fight anymore" I say sighing
"I don't either babe" Stiles said
"I love you Stiles" I say smiling
"I love you too Lily" Stiles said smiling
"Lily that doesn't look so good" Lydia said worried
"Oh god your hurt okay, okay anyone got first aid here" Stiles said panicking
"It's okay and Stiles remember I have magic healing powers" I tried to reassure him but he was staring at it with worry
"Are you sure it looks deep" Kira said concerned
"Yes its healing please stop asking because Stiles looks like he might faint" I told them amused
"Baby it does look deep maybe you should cover it" Stiles suggests
"With what I don't carry bandages on me babe and like I said its healing" I told him sighing
"You didn't see anything?" Lydia asked me
"Barely but I know it had a strong scent" I told them
"What was the scent?" Kira asked me curiously
"Death like what I smelt when I got attacked in the woods" I say confused "maybe it is the creeper" I say thinking it over
"Really lils?" Lydia asked smirking at Stiles
"Yeah it smells like death, the thing that was thrown into the tire and we're going to a church where it could be hiding the bodies" I say simply
"You don't, I mean you don't actually think it could be right?" Stiles asked trying not to freak out
"Off course not babe" I say softly Stiles looked relieved I took some skittles out my bag
"Anyone want a pack?" I asked they all did but Stiles was driving
"I know what to do" I beam I start feeding him skittles
"They are really sweet I see why you love them" Stiles says
"Just like you" I say to him he smiled "Stiles" I thought
"Yeah?" he replied
"Want to know what I'm in the mood for?" I ask him he gulps
"What?" Stiles asks looking at me
"I think you know" I say smirking when he nearly swerved "careful" I tease he gives me a playful glare "chocolate" I state
"What?" Stiles asked confused
"I'm in the mood for chocolate" I say simply Stiles looked at me shocked I shrug we finally made it there we saw braedan and Scott coming out the church with someone we got out the church
"Is that Derek?" I ask Scott about the teenager shocked
"Sort off" Stiles adds Derek looked up
"Aww" I say everyone looks at me
"What?" Stiles asked confused
"he is so cute" I squeal I saw Derek blush "aww he's like the cutest thing ever" I cooed Stiles glared at Derek "really Stiles this is Derek we're talking about I think of him like a uncle and your still cuter" I tell him and give him a chaste kiss when I said uncle I could sense worry off everyone which was weird Derek collapsed
"We need to get him to Deaton's" Scott said him and Stiles helped carry Derek when I remembered something I rushed over to Braeden
"Can you tell" I got cut off with a piece of paper in my face
"Here be careful" Breaden says
"Thanks" I said then went back to the jeep where everyone looked at me with worry "what there's nothing to worry about" I say and we drove off back to beacon hills