Hey people this is my first fanfic. I hope you like it. Please review. ;D

Also I found a song that relates to the main character Abby Vandergil. Message me if you know any better songs to go w/ my story.

I'm Like a Bird- Nelly Furtado

My Life with Seth Clearwater

Chapter 1 : First Day Back

Abby POV

Hi my name is Abigail Vandergil, but people call me Abby. I have been living in Forks, Washington for four years. I was born in San Diego, California on October 18, 1995. I go to Forks High School and have this major crush on a boy. I will come back to that later. I was abused by my parents so I ran away at age 14, and left my mom and little sister with that bastard of a man. . .

Okay back to the boy I like. His name is Seth Clearwater. He is seventeen and is totally gorgeous. He is so hot. The thing is he wouldn't even notice me. I am a total geek. I'm pretty, but don't get me wrong, I am a loner that has straight 'A's. I am very quiet and only have one friend that understands me. Her name is Madison Hudson. She is the nicest person in the world. We live in the same apartments(so does Seth), so we get to see each other everyday, but we haven't seen each other because she was with her family during summer vacation. During the summer I just wrote in my diary and watched movies and other boring things you do during the summer.

I was trying to avoid Seth, but it is hard to because he is either asking me to come to a party, or we leave at the same time. Sometimes I feel like he is pretending to leave just to see me, but I don't that would be true. Well anyway, school starts in 30 minutes and I am ready to face the bullying and seeing Seth.

As I was about to leave the house, Seth came out. When I turned around he was staring at me. I had this weird feeling like my love for him was stronger for him. I broke the gaze and walked quickly to my car. That was weird. . . I made it to school early to meet my best friend, Madison. I ran straight to her and gave her a big hug.

"Oh my god, it's been so long I missed you so much, Madison," I screamed.

"I missed you, too it was so boring at my parents house," she said.

"Come on or else we are going to be late to class on the first day."

I had English with Seth, Spanish, Algebra with Madison and Seth, Science, Home Economics with Seth, P.E with Seth and Madison, Engineering with Seth, and lastly History with Madison. I can't believe I have most of my classes with Seth. especially Home Economics. Right now it was the end of sixth period and we were headed to lunch. While I was getting my food Seth came up to me and said hi.

"Hi, I'm Seth Clearwater, are you Abigail?" he greeted me.

"Yes, I am but it's Abby," I corrected him.

"We should hang out more even though you live 4 apartments away."

"Yeah, I would like that," I say.

"Okay here is my number, call me soon." He handed me a little piece of paper that had his number on it, butI have no idea where he even got the paper from. Does he have like his number scribbled down already to give to girls?

"Okay I will talk to you soon, see you later." I wave to him.

While I was heading to Madison's and my table, the Bitches of Forks comes. I was still walking and Brittney(the leader of the Bitches of Forks) trips me and all my stuff falls out, including my diary. One of her friends (Angel) rips the key from my neck and Brittney climbs on the table. Alyn is the strongest and grabs me and holds me down to the chair.

"Excuse me everyone, attention please," she yells in the cafateria, clapping her hands to get all eyes on her.

Everyone turns to Brittney and then to me. Everyone was looking especially Seth.

"This is Abby's diary and I will have the pleasure of reading it," she said evilly, smiling at me. If I wasn't such a nice girl, I would have used all my strenght to get Alyn's grip off of me, and wring Brittney's scrawny neck.

"Dear diary,

Seth is so cute. Everything about him is so cute. I want to talk to him, but he wouldn't want to talk to some loner geek like me. I try to go up to him and say hi but it is so hard because he is talking to this other girl, I think her name is Renesmee. He hugs her all the time so I guess he is dating her. There is no point in trying anymore. Maybe they will break up when we are on summer vacation, but like that is ever gonna happen. I see the look in his eyes he loves her like she is his entire world. What I really want to do is kiss Seth and tell him that I love him. I will write more later this week.

-xoxo Abby's Girl"

I wanted to cry and run to my house but I couldn't. Everyone was laughing at me except for Seth. Instead of laughing he looked pissed. He ran up to Brittney and closed my journal. When he was handing me my stuff he gave me a smile and tried to hug me, but instead I ran to my car, crying all the way home. When I got home I cried even more. I heard a knock at the door, and when I opened it, I was shocked to see who was standing at my door.