Hello all!

This is a story whose plot line belongs to PurpleCat5817 and her alone, and has given me permission to write my own version. Go check out her profile and read "My Hidden Child" and her other works. There very good and are pretty original.

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On with the show.

PS chapter Title belongs to Allen-Blaster. Miss ya buddy.

Chapter 1: White Sticks.

Long Showers

That was her excuse for being in the bathroom for so long, something about the steam being great for focus or whatever, she didn't care her teammates bought it. Although meditation was the last thing on the purple haired empaths mind whenever she locked herself in the public bathroom on her floor, and continuously heaved the contents of her stomach.

Two more months of this? She groaned to herself. She slumped against the adjacent wall letting the steam of the empty shower relax her . . . for the moment.

She leapt across the bathroom to the toilet and continued to heave. How did this happen? Well she knew HOW it happened, the better question was WHY did it happen?

One month ago

The empath stirred when the gentle rays of sunlight poked through her curtains, washing over her pale face, her chakra on her forehead glittering in the light. Her eyes fluttered open to take in the scene of her once gloomy and creepy room, but today it was glowing, or maybe she was, she wasn't sure. Either way she had a very good reason too. She rolled over to the other side of her bed, her arm drapping over her sleeping compantion. Beast Boy lay softly snoring, not at all bothered by the cool touch of the beauty next to him. Logically this should not have happened. Not only were they both barely 17, but Beast Boy was technically still in a relationshop with Terra, even if they were constantly fighting.

Once she regained her memory and came back to the team, her and Beast Boy picked up right were they left off, and for about four months everything was lollipops and rainbows, then the fighting started. Raven didn't know or care what their problems were, at least not until Beast Boy started to confide in her. It actually happened by accident, she had gone to the roof do some meditation and there he was. After another fight with Terra he went to the roof to cool off and for the first time, she offered a listening ear and from then on they would chit chat in private.

At first it was just about Terra and their problems, then he started to open up about other things, then she found herself opening up to him as well. It was then that she realized just how lonely she really was, and her attnetion starved heart called out for more. At first they would talk for hours on the roof, which led to talking for hours in the common room, then in her bedroom, until . . .

Beast Boy shifted a bit, and slowly he blinked away the sleep away from his eyes and took in the pleasent sight of purple hair, and deep violet eyes, instead of blonde and blue.

"Good morning." she said softly with a small smile.

He grinned, that grin she came to know and love. "It certainly is." They shared a quick kiss before she nestled her head on his chest, but she looked back up at him when he started giggling.

"What?" she glared slightly nervous as to what was so funny.

"Well we definitely moved some furniture last night." Puzzled, she lifted her head to look around her room only to plop her face back into his chest and let out a muffled groan which made him laugh louder. Her bed had spun 180 degrees and was now sideways on the other side of her room, her dressers and desks were opened with all of her belongings strewn about her bedroom, and her desk was upside down, and her books had flown to the four corners of her bedroom.

"Now I have to clean." she grumbled again.

Beast Boy calmed his laughing. "Before you do, can we discuss last night?" He felt her tense. "No, no it's not bad!" He said quickly. They both got into a sitting position on her bed, Raven covering her wonderful chest with her bed sheets. "Last night was probably one of the best nights of love making . . . I ever had!" Raven let out a breath she didn't know she was holding, her powers telling her he was telling the truth. True, that meant she wasn't her first, but at least he knew what he was doing, since she didn't have the slightest idea.

"So I was . . . good?"

He looked at her like she just asked what color the sky was. "Are you kidding? My back is going to be sore from those scratches you gave me."

She blushed remembering she might have been a a bit harsh when her fingernails dug into his back when she climaxed. "Yeah sorry about that."

He chuckled. "Don't be. I wanted to tell you I'm breaking up with Terra."

Her heart fluttered slightly. "R-really?"

"Raven we've been having problems for a while now and I don't see any end in sight. So I'm breaking it off and . . . I wanna see if you'd give me a chance? And it's not because your an amazing lover, even though that helps, but I feel you and I have connected on a deeper level."

Raven couldn't help but smile widely. "I feel the same way."

He grinned and kissed her again. "I'll probably do it after the party tonight."

She nodded. "Good idea. We don't want everyone to get the wrong impression."

That party . . . that GODDAMN party were everything came crashing down.

She remembered being her usual deadpanned self, but was giddy on the inside, and that all changed quickly. From her seat on the couch she saw Aqualad flirting with Terra, then her empathic reader spiked when she felt Beast Boy feel a sudden urge to protect what was his. He approached the two and threw his arm over the blonde geomancer and made sure to parade about the party with Terra as his trophy.

For the second time in her 17 years, her heart was shattered.

Not long after he came to her door feeding her excuses on how he needed more time, then he would end things, but the damage was already done. She felt his jealousy and anger when Aqualad was with Terra, true there wasn't much attraction, but there was an animalistic need to claim what was his in front of the other Alpha males. That alone was made her want nothing to do with him.

What brought her preying to the porcelain god you may ask? Well isn't it obvious?

She honestly didn't think it was possible for a half demon to concieve, yet the evidence came in the form of three packages of pregnancy tests and her new ability to shoot for both accuracy and distance into the toilet. That started about a month ago, and now she was whiping her mouth after another morning vomiting session.

She rid the bathroom of any evidence and opened the door to leave, and of course someone was standing in her way, but to her surprise it was Robin. It wasn't unusual for Starfire or even Beast Boy to check on her, Beast Boy she ignored, and Starfire all she had to do was to do something like shopping or whatever and she forgot her concern. But this was new.

"Hey Raven." he greeted gently. "How are you doing? And don't say fine."

Damn, that was her go to response.

"To be honest I am just okay. I've been going through some things and it's making me a little sluggish and drained." Not a complete lie.

Robin scanned her face for deceit. "Would these things have anything to do with Beast Boy? You've been more cold to him then usual?"

She sighed, thinking of her answer. "Okay i'll be truthful. I have a crush on Beast Boy and seeing him with Terra is tearing me up inside."

He scanned her again, a burst of laughter threatening to escape his lungs. "Okay, if you don't want to tell me that's fine, but I just want you to know I'm here if you need to talk."

"Thanks Robin." They parted ways, but she called back. "Oh and I'm also pregnant with his child."

Robin didn't turn around. "Ha ha very funny Raven. I get it your hilarious." She laughed to herself at how dumb the former apprentice of Batman really was, but the closer she got to her room, the more her own words were hitting her. She, Raven, dark creepy introvert of the Teen Titans, daughter of Trigon the terrible . . . was going to have a baby. A little human person was slowly gowing inside of her, a child who would run and play and cry and talk. Someone was going to yell out mommy and that was going to be her. The idea was frightening the living hell out of her, but it also excited her. She daydreamed about the experience, but as she did she imagined a father in the picture, and in this case that was Beast Boy.

Maybe she was to harsh on him, after all who better to raise a kid then a big kid himself. And if she forgot her pride and hurt for a second she could tell he still really cared about her, with a tremndous amount of guilt and shame for what he did. That had to be worth something right? Instead of heading to her room she took a left and made the journey to the room of the resident shape shifter, she wasn't sure what to expect once she told him, and she knew she needed to talk to him.

Once she turned the corner she froze. The entire hall was filled with a sea of lust, desire, and pleasure, so much that it was like being hit by a brick wall of lust. She staggered then focused her senses, preying that it wasn't coming from . . . well wrong again. She approached the changeling's room, the energy blaring out at her like a neon sign, and of course the closer she got, she realized you didn't have to be an empath to know what was going on. She had never heard the expression, "when it's a'rockin' don't come a'knockin'" and she should have left. She pressed her ear against the door and heard the sounds of a creaking bed, moaning, panting, growling-she hoped was coming from Beast Boy- and-

"TERRA!"

She bolted, not caring if her boots made noises as she ran back. She ran to her room, the door slamming behing her, and threw herself onto her bed in a sobbing mess.

Lust and passion are powerful emotions, blocking out all others, but if Raven was able to sift through the burning desire, she would have felt the guilt and shame from Beast Boy. He wanted nothing more then for it to be Raven's name she shouted to the heavens, but his jealousy of his considered rival, Aqualad kept him coming back to Terra. All she had to do was mention the Atlantean and he pounced on her, an animalistic need filling him to be the better Alpha Male. Even if it cost him the girl that he was secretly pinning for, who was now sobbing on her bed. Pregnant and alone.

3 Months Later.

Beast Boy burst into the common room, almost colliding with the doors before they could open, and shouted, "RAVEN'S GONE!"

Everyone stopped what they were doing. The half metal teen Cyborg wasn't able to catch a pancake that had flipped in the air, the alien princess Starfire, and the blonde geomancer Terra looked up from their places at the table, and Robin was in Beast Boy's face in a second.

"What do you mean gone?"

Beast Boy looked at him like he was an idiot. "Should I say it in French? GONE, NOT HERE, ELSEWHERE, NOT IN THE SAME PLACE, GONE!"

"Ok, Ok settle down!" Robin turned to his team, who was also on their feet awaiting orders. "Everyone, search the tower and meet back here in 20 minutes, if she's not here here then we'll hit the city. Titans GO!"

But they wouldn't find her, she made sure of that.

The aformentioned demoness was sitting in her new small two bedroom furnished apartment, her pale hands rubbing her small but slightly swollen belly. Currently she was wearing casual street clothes, but the biggest difference in her appearence was the holographic ring on her middle finger. This made her pale skin light and fair, her hair a raven black, and her eyes a deep blue. She looked around her knew little home again. It took her a while to scrape up the necessary funds for this place, but in the end she was able to afford at least a few months rent while she looked for a job. Yet something else she had never done before. If she didn't obtain nervana from all of the meditating she would have to do to keep her powers in check, then she was doing it wrong.

She sighed heavily, and looked down at her belly, thinking of the little life growing inside. The harsh truth of her situation finally hitting her.

"Well . . . looks like it's just you and me . . . "

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