I don't own anything. Sorry for not updating lately, I just have writers block. Here is something I came up with in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep. I hope you like it, please review (:

He made everything better. When Edward left, he was there for me. He was my everything...but that was then.

Then was better. It was simple. It was easy, just like breathing. The thing is, that was then, and this is now.

Back then Edward had left me, thinking it was the best choice...WRONG. When he left it gave me a lot of time to myself; most of which I spent crying...until Jacob came along.

He had always been there, but he didn't like my "bloodsucker" of a boyfriend, which is why he hadn't spent much time with me, but that's not the point.

The point is that, Edward left and Jake came back, slowly filling in the empty space. Jake picked up all of the broken pieces and slowly put me back together; he came very close to completely repairing it too...

At some point Jake became my warm Edward. He was my personal ray of sunshine on a traditionally cloudy day. Eventually I needed Jake so much; it felt like he had become my oxygen as well. Jake loved me, but I didn't love him back. I saw him as my support, my strong wall that I can lean on and it would NEVER come down, but I was wrong.

It had been two years since Edward had left and two years of my new friendship with Jacob. My life was finally at a good spot, but obviously I can't have that. Fate had other plans...

Edward and his family had come back. HE, the one that left me...broken...depressed...somber, was back. At first I was angry and furious, and I knew I couldn't tell Jacob; but he had already heard the news.

I had gone over to his house like every other day in the past two years.

I walked into our place, his garage and like always he was there.

"Bells, I know he's here. The person YOU LOVE is here. Why aren't you with him?" he spoke

"Because-because-because I can't. I love him, I always will, but I can't."

"Come on I'll drive you..." and he did, unwillingly.

Once we were there he said, "Goodbye honey."

"WHAT?" I asked.

"Goodbye..." he stated simply. I could hear the sadness in his voice.

"Why? Jake I need you! You can't just...go!" I begged. This was just like when Edward had left, except this hurt me more.

"Yes I can. Bella, honey, I'm falling apart. I'm barely breathing, with a broken heart, that's still beating. In the pain, there was healing for you, but for me...in your name I found meaning; so I held on and held on and held on, just for you."

"Jake -"

"No. I'm breaking down, just like you were two years ago. I have to get away. If I stay here, all I'll see is you with him happy, as if nothing happened, as if HE hadn't left. I held on to the hope of us being more for one year and 363 days, yesterday was the last day of that hope, and today I'm done."

But he couldn't leave because he had promised me that I would be okay.

"Jake, you said everything would be okay. All those days I was broken YOU PROMISED I would be okay..." I was pouring tears. But none of that mattered because he left anyways.

"It's for the best, you love him. Not me. Now please get out."

Yeah, that's what he said, just like Edward "It's for the best..."

It's funny how a person can build you and then break you...and now I'm broken, lying on my bed with Edward. I looked at the clock it said 11:36, but it was broken. For some reason, I found comfort in knowing that at least I wasn't the only broken thing.

I've come to realize that I loved Jake more than I thought...

Edward can NEVER fill in his spot.

Hope you liked it (: