Lexa stood in her room thinking about what had just happened between her and Clarke. She wished more than anything that Clarke could stay with her at Polis, she needed to know that she would be safe. The rising hate coming towards the sky people compromised Clarkes safety and Lexa couldn't think about anything else other than what could happen to Clarke outside of Polis walls. Sitting on her bed, Lexa is continuing to think about Clarke. She wishes that she would have said that she loves Clarke when she had the chance. Now, she doesn't know when the next time she will see her will be. Tears flood Lexa's eyes as she lets her emotions overwhelm her. She knew she couldn't just let Clarke leave, not yet. Clarke staying on this side of the blockade is actually more beneficial than she had previously thought. With Clarke inside Polis walls, her and Lexa could continue to persuade the other ambassadors of their new ways. Lexa was smart and had the wisdom of all the commanders before her, but she knew in her own heart that blood must not have blood was the best thing to keep the changed world at peace. Something that the past commanders haven't had to deal with was invaders from another land who used different weapons to fight and could easily wipe out the entire populations of the twelve clans. Even though it was against Titus's wishes, Lexa knew this new way had to be enforced. With all this in mind, the thought of Clarke came rushing back and she felt a sense of terror that she would never see Clarke again. Even if she still wasn't able to convince Clarke to stay with her in Polis, she had to tell Clarke that she loved her. She couldn't make the mistake of letting her go again. Lexa jumped off her bed and ran out of her room, making her way down the hall to Clarkes room, praying that she hasn't left yet. The sound of her heart is pounding so loud ion her ears that she can't hear all the commotion going on behind Clarkes doors. With a large smile on her face, she pushes the doors open, only to be stopped in her tracks by a bang, a shock in her body making the world around her stop, and a faint soft voice of "Lexa".

Lol so I know that fanfiction is dead or whatever but im still super emo about Lexa's death and thought I would write about what should have happened (aka her living). So enjoy some happiness I guess XD