A/N: This is just a short drabble and well the idea for this popped into my head in the middle of the night and I really wanted to write it down. Oh and this is in Matt's POV for the record.
Dis-of-the-claiming: Of course I don't own Death Note, honestly…
It's Already the End
It poured rain the day you left. You hurt me so bad that day. I ran screaming until my voice was hoarse and my clothes were completely soaked through. They had to drag me back inside the orphanage.
But you didn't answer. You didn't even say goodbye. I really did need you.
Did I really mean nothing to you?
All those times when you said you loved me, did they mean nothing? You promised me that you wouldn't abandon me, just like everyone else in my life, but that was a lie.
Then you came knocking at my door that night and needn't say a word because you knew I'd come.
You still looked the same as when I last saw you, except for the big, long scar that now covers your face. I had heard rumours that you had joined the mafia and now I knew they were true. But you're still beautiful in my eyes. That scar suits you more then it should.
Now you're leading me back to your hotel room. It's scattered with chocolate bar wrappers, but somehow this makes me feel at home.
We're silent for awhile, just watching each other. The suddenly I pin you against the wall, my body desperate for contact. I kiss your mouth hard for the first time in years. I plunge my tongue in, ravishing your mouth and already you're moaning my name.
Then our positions switch as you pin me to the bed. I can see in your eyes that you want this as bad as I do. Your hands find their way to my hair and you pull my face up for another long kiss. I've missed this so much.
You pull away, grinding your body against mine, desperate for more and I shudder from the contact. "It's been too long Matt," you whisper, "too fucking long."
"Fuck yeah," I say in agreement and already I'm tearing off your clothes and you too move with the same desperation.
Because although I want to start a new beginning, you and I both know that it's already the end for us.
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