Hey all its me again. Here is a Fanfiction that I started writing in college and forgot about until I was at my mums and using her computer. I hope you like it.
Oh and if anyone knows the song I used please let me know as I have kind of forgotten it.
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I don't own Gilmore Girls
Chasing After Him
Chapter 1 Rory's POV…
Four years, Five Months, Two weeks, Three days, Nine hours and twenty five seconds. That's how long it's been since I told him "NO", since I sent him away. I sat here feeling empty, sadness and alone at the Dragonfly Inn, but the funny thing is…. It's my engagement party and I am surrounded by over 100 happy and smiley people.
Does this not mean I am supposed to be happy? I smile at Jess. He seems and looks very happy and I know I should be happy, I mean I am marrying him, the guy I fell in love with while in high school but the question I have been asking myself is that am I still in love with him?.
Yes…. I love him but am I in love with him? This I cannot be too sure. I think about what the future can bring to me and in exactly 4 months and 7 days, I will be Mrs. Marino. I was brought out of my thoughts by a particular song blasting out from the radio which sounds similar in my past years.
Why don't you open up your eyes?
These are more than passing glances
why don't you say what's on your mind?
Cause I'm taking all the chances
If I'm not everything you wanted, oh
If I'm not everything you need
Then you can walk right out the door (you can walk right out the door)
And you can walk right out on me (you can walk right out on me)
But you're never gonna see just how good it's gonna be until you gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
What do you see in all these guys?
Don't you know they're just pretending?
Somehow you always seem surprised
That it's not a happy ending
Don't you want a happy ending?
If I'm not everything you wanted, oh
If I'm not everything you need
Then you can walk right out the door (you can walk right out the door)
And you can walk right out on me (you can walk right out on me)
But you're never gonna see just how good it's gonna be until you gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
Yeah you can walk right out the door (you can walk right out the door)
And you can say goodbye to me (you can say goodbye to me)
But I know you're going to stay and be happy everyday if you just gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
All I want to do is spend my life with you
And all I want from you is a chance so I can prove my love to youJust gimme a chance
Gimme a chanceIf I'm not everything you wanted, oh
If I'm not everything you need
Then you can walk right out the door (you can walk right out the door)
And you can walk right out on me (you can walk right out on me)
But you're never gonna see just how good it's gonna be until you gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
Yeah you can walk right out the door (you can walk right out the door)
And you can say goodbye to me (you can say goodbye to me)
But I know you're going to stay and be happy everyday if you just gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
Why don't you open up your eyes?Just gimme a chance
Gimme a chance, oh
Why don't you say what's on your mind?
Just gimme a chanceGimme a chance, oh
The words are like a dagger to the heart as the song was one that held a dear loving memory to it. It was a song that Logan had played me when he first screwed up and tried to win me back. As the song came to an end, I allowed smile cross my lips. I know what I have to do, even if it did means breaking some hearts along the way, starting with Jess.
This was going to be one of hardest things I had to do, but I couldn't marry Jess when I am clearly still in love with my ex and my first clue should have been that I was counting the time that passed, while us where apart as if we were going to get back together.
I stood up and walked over to Jess and whispered in his ear that I needed to talk to him. I lead him outside.
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