Realizations

By: ReenaYuki-hime

Poem © ReenaYuki-hime

Every day is such a lie,
Why can't you be by my side?
Since it's you, I will comply,
But what's with that inhuman pride?

I hear your spirit's gruesome howl;
I fear your sanity has disappeared.
I see you see me and then you scowl,
Then force feign happiness, smiled.

Truth is what hurts the most,
In the end I am but used.
I cannot believe myself, almost,
Did I let my soul be confused.

I smell that putrid blood,
I despise that inhuman heart.
I know you created a horrid flood,
Making those with hopes, part.

What's with that inhuman pride?
What's the point of all this, why divide?

I hear your spirit's gruesome howl;
I fear your sanity has disappeared.
I see you see me and then you scowl,
Then force feign happiness, smiled.

So now, what's left to do?
What's there to believe?
How can I get through to you?
Why do you always deceive?

All I can do is grow stronger,
I must fight, to save those innocent.
I will gain my own deadly power,
But will wield it only to protect.