Author Notes: I had to write this after 2x09. May or may not be a 2nd part from Blaine's pov.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, no I don't own Glee.
Seeing Blaine perform is amazing. Really. And no, it's not because I may or may not have a thing for him. Not completely, at least. He just looks… so happy. Like there really is nothing else he'd rather be doing. And it makes me wonder, just a little bit, who Blaine really is. Not Blaine, the Dalton Academy student, but the Blaine before that. Before he transferred, before he was forced to not be himself.
I can't help but think what his wardrobe might have been like, before he had to wear a uniform, or the people he would have hanged out with, before he was in the Warblers. And I can't help but think that there's a Blaine, and then there's a Blaine. The guy in the uniform vs. the guy who fan boys over fashion magazines, the guy who acts the way everyone expects him to vs. the guy who's a total dork on stage.
Sometimes I wonder, "Is that what Dalton did to him? Did he really trade a part of him for what Dalton has to offer? " I can't pretend to know what his situation was at his old school, whether or not if to him, if it was worth it, or even if what he did was the right thing to do. But that Blaine, the one who invites me to plays, who sings his heart out on stage, who laughs at my obviously ridiculous jokes, the one who follows and actually likes college football, that's the Blaine I want to meet, or at the very least, see more of.
Because that's the guy, I may or may not be falling for.