Chapter 1- "Wanting Red."

Gardevoir's POV

This all started, when I was being given to another trainer. His name was Red. I'll always remember that day, it was raining very hard and lightning scarred the sky causing all the trees to dance in distress.

My other trainer was giving me up, I wasn't very good to him at all. I stuggled with battling other pokemon and he had enough if trying anymore than he already did. I hated him so much...He gave all his other pokemon love and attention and I was the white duck of all the yellow ducks if I'm saying that right.

It wasn't right at all to me.

I walked by his side gentlly. We exchanged no conversation because there wasn't any to begin with in the first place. I was a special Gardevoir, I could talk like the trainers but I refused to expose my gift sake of my trainer's arrogance and brutal nature. I shut myself up and just acted like a pokemon acted or how I was supposed to act I guess.

I hated how he was set, he had the look of being relieved from having me. I wanted to spit in his face. I hate him and felt the burning in my stomach, it was hate. He didn't know anything about pokemon and thought I was so useless when I was so loyal, it was in the Gardevoir blood. We had to be to our trainers, they came first even if we had to take our own lives to make sure our trainer stays alive.

That's when I saw him.

Red walked closer to us as he looked at my trainer who was smoking a cigarette and cursing how disobident and troubled I was. I looked down embarassed and Red could clearly see my trainer was wrong. He could see the hurt.

"How much do you want for her? I'll give you 100 for her."

Red shook his head. He didn't speak but had the look that he should get more than that price.

"I'm not rasing the freaking price, you money hungry bastard!" My trainer cursed. "She isn't all that good and she isn't worth more even if you say it!"

Red glared and it was very scary. My trainer immediately gave up and paid almost over one thousand for me. Red was like that, he could intimate anyone with few words, he didn't have to curse and scream to get his way.

"Don't give me her back either. Fucking lousy bitch."

I looked at Red, I was very embarassed. Red's eyes were red too almost giving him a dark edge but he wasn't like that. Red petted me and gave me some cookies, it was the warmest gesture I had recived in years. On the inside, I was so happy and joyful.

"Thank you..." I manged to get out in a whisper.

Red's eyes widened. "Y-You speak...?

I covered my mouth. "Yes, I do. I speak what you speak. English."

Red petted me some more, he could tell I was really something special and smiled. I already was liking him a lot. He was so nice and so handsome, my other trainer's meaness made him look the way he did and it wasn't always something to look at.

OOO

As months went by, my feelings began changing. I was feeling forbidden feelings as we talked about in our pokemon language. The forbidden relationship between a pokemon and their master, I felt like I was human. That I could love Red no matter what.

This was all not good and Red didn't know of my feelings or maybe he did.

At the time of this, I was been chased all over by Gallade's. It was a new Gallade every few days and I always looked at Red who didn't seem to mind if they came. There was even Ren, he was a Gallade and liked me a lot since he could talk and I could talk English. Ren was very intrested in me.

I felt very conflicted and opened up to him. "I c-can't tell you..." I began crying out of shame. "You won't like me anymore or think there is something wrong with me."

Ren rested his green arm on me. "No I won't. I don't judge, my precious Gardevoir."

I was so scared. "I-I'm in love with my master, Red..."

Ren stepped back. Shocked. "Oh my..." He stopped stiff. "This happened to me too, I never thought I'd meet someone like that again."

"I-It did?" I wiped my eyes and sniffled. "You had the same feelings?"

"Yes." Ren was telling the truth, he took awhile to get it out. "I mean, it is illegal in the Pokemon universe but few cross into the forbidden universe. Luckily, I didn't. It was just a phase."

"I don't think this is a phase. I really love Red." I stared at Red who was petting his Pikachu and reading a book about Pokemon. "He is very different than the other trainers."

Ren smiled. "If that's how you feel then I can't dislike you. You were already precious to begin with, Gardevoir." The other Gallades were moving at fast pace. "I must go, we are together and we are moving into the next region by nightfall. I'm afraid we won't meet again but maybe we will."

Ren grabbed my hand and kissed me on my forehead. He ran off with the other Gallades. I was going to miss Ren, he was so special for a Gallade like how I was special for a Gardevoir, we would've been perfect. Except, my love for Red was growing into the human way where I wanted everything to do with him. He hardly said anything, only when to give orders. Otherwise, he rewarded us and gave more emotional gestures to us.

I stared at Red, he took his eyes off his book and looked at me. I blushed and looked at him. Red told me to come closer to him.

I walked closer to him as I sat next to him. He gave me more cookies, the kind I liked. Sugar. He stared at my eyes as I became scared. I felt like he knew what I was feeling but I checked him, he didn't. Red thought it was regular affection, I could relax since my secret was safe.

His eyes reflected concern. "You alright?"

"Yes. I'm ok, Red." I replied shyly. "Are you ok?"

Red shook his head yes and looked at me a little closer. "You're very beautiful..."

I bit my lip. I know it was just him being nice but I wished it was the real way. I wish he did really mean it and told me that I was. Red remained quiet for the rest of the time and didn't leave his book. His pokemon played while I stayed with him, I didn't want to leave him at all. I really didn't.

I watched Red's eyes trace every sentence and every word. It was almost like the book was his life, he read with such focus and emotion. Expressing parts he liked then parts that dissopointed him. It was almost odd for him to do that but he did, I didn't care how odd Red was. I really wanted him.

Pikachu played happily in the meadow until he saw me having a worried look on my face and rushed over to see if I was ok. I felt awful for having these feelings and thought that the rest of the party would hate me for wanting to go in the forbidden with Red. It was so much to take.

Pikachu ran up. "Pika...Pika...Pi-Pikachu...Pika-Pi?"

I responded. "I'm not sure what's wrong with me."

Pikachu understood and asked if I'd like to have an apple or any of the food from the picnic and I shook my head. I was full already. I felt sick to my stomach too.

Pikachu seemed so worried but left me be to think about my thoughts. They were poison and I knew it. I began to wonder how this all started in the first place. Red was handsome, many girls asked him out or were interested by his side of mystery. He rarely did speak and it always left people wonder what he really was like. Only his pokemon knew that.

I watched Red look up from the book. I wonder what he was thinking about?