Through all my years I had never met a man so strong who could shatter so many times yet rebuild himself to be even stronger than before. I had never met anyone so handsome and tough, yet so adorable and funny as Dean Winchester. I had met him four months after he had sacrificed his life with his ex wife Lisa and step son Ben. I joined Team Free Will after helping out with a few major hunts and also begging Sam and Dean to let me stay with them, I had no where else to turn and I honestly loved the boys. At first Dean avoided me for the most part, I think he was afraid to get to know and grow close to someone again. It was understandable he lost so many people already, but as time stretched on and it became apparent that I wasn't leaving and I could handle myself in a fight we grew closer. We became closer than me and sam were, or me and Bobby, eventually our friendship began to have...benefits. A year after I had joined me and Dean were together in a steady relationship and we loved one another with a fierceness nobody could match. We suffered through Bobby's death together with Sam, and then through Kevin's death. I was there with Sam to figure out how to help Dean through The Mark of Caine. I was there when that Darkess Bitch tried to steal my man, and I suffered agonizingly watching him go through emotions for her that he didn't even want. I have been through alot with the Winchesters so far, but now I am facing the most nerve wracking trial yet. Me and Dean Winchester are getting married, and I am about to walk down the Aisle.
My gown's train trails behind me and the lace sleeves accent my graceful but muscular arms, the gown was beautiful and belonged to Bobby's wife. He had left it for me in a note that a nurse gave to me when he passed away. I am wearing the ring that John Winchester gave to Mary, Something that Mary had taken off once she came back not too long ago. Everything I am wearing has some sort of Winchester history, and now I realize that I too am becoming a Winchester. My eyes are filling with tears of joy as the music begins and I walk down the Aisle with Sam on my arm. He towers over me but hold me gently and walks slowly so that I don't feel rushed. Looking down at me he smiles and I see that his eyes are filled with tears too "Thank you...Thank you for making my brother so happy" he whispers to me as soon as we reach the Alter. I finally bring myself to look up at Dean and the tears slip free. His emerald eyes are glistening and his cheeks have two shimmering trails of tears down them as he looks at me and holds out a weathered hand. I take it in mine and squeeze tightly stepping out to face him. This is the moment that no hunter ever thinks they will get, and this is a moment I will cherish forever.
The preist began the vows and Dean said his "I promise to love you and protect you with the fierceness and passion of an angry spirit, Like our jobs there will never be a boring moment. So long as we both shall live I will be by your side giving you everything you need and want" It was short and simple, and it was also a good thing that everyone in the church was a hunter because that bit about the angry spirit would have sounded nuts otherwise. I sniffle and open my mouth to say my vows,my lips curved into a loving smile just as a loud bang echoes through the church startling us all. Dean whips out a gun from the waist of his slacks and I look around in a daze to see if I can spot the attacker, or see if anyone was injured but the world tilts dangerously and I begin to fall. Strong arms catch me and there's a hand running over my hair. I hear voices shouting and I see people running toward me but I don't understand. Finally I snap out of the shock and look down to see my white gown soiled by a growing stain of crimson, but I feel nothing. I was shot? How could that be? I look up at Dean and open my mouth trying to choke out the words I was going to say moments before. If im going to die I want to die a Winchester,Married to my fiance and the love of my life. "I...I promise to be...be the one person you will never lose. I p..promise that through everything I will stay by y...your side. I will bake you pie and keep the beer sto...stocked-" I stammer through the vows I made, holding dean's eyes with my own but I start to cough my whole body shaking. Sam had a towel pressed to my stomach trying to stop the bleeding, but I know i'm dying. I am so cold and I can't feel anything anymore except the panic and grief at the Knowledge that already my vows had failed Dean. He was going to lose me, I was just going to be another person to shatter the beautiful heart and soul of a Winchester. "Stocked in the fridge of whatever motel we live in. Dean Winchester you make me complete and...I...I want to do the same for you" I murmur. Suddenly there is this loud piercing noise that shatters the glass of the church and for a split second I scream before a voice pierces my consciousness. "I can heal you but you need to say yes, Heaven has plans for you miss Winchester you can't die yet." My mind was slipping into a haze of darkness but a part of me understood what this was, and I knew it was the only way for me to stay with Dean. "Yes..." I whisper and just as I lose consciousness a bright white light fills me and i fall into a warm sleep.
My name is Pandora Winchester and this is how I started the worst year of my life.