Your name is Karkat fucking uglyshit Vantas and you hate yourself so fucking much its gotten to the point where you have attempted suicide countless times already but have failed everytime. You get into your car insert the keys into the hole then turn it and drive to the nearest supplies store you pick up a thick long rope and pay for it on the way out you were not paying attention and bumped into someone "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU BLIND WATCH WERE YOUR GOING FUCKASS" you look up to see John with his usual derpy carefree smile it just fucking pisses you of so fucking much why cant you be like John instead of such a dumbfuck like yourself John looks at your bag with a sad face "Karkat... Don't tell me you are going to...again!" "DOES IT MATTER WHAT I AM GOING TO- you are cut off by John grabbing your hand throwing ur bag away "STOP U ASSHOLE THAT COST MONEY" "Dont worry i will pay you back later" John drags you to his car then pushes you into the seat. You look down at the ground "why must i always trouble people" you mumble to yourself "Where there!" you undo the seatbelt and follow behind John into the frount door where you find Johns dad sitting on the couch you and John go upstairs to his room considering his dad is home and plop onto Johns bed. John sits next to you "Um Karkat if you want you can tell me what is wrong" you grip your hands and start crying "WHAT IS THERE TO FUCKING EXPLAIN JOHN YOU WONT UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU COULD EVER POSSIBLY NEED UNLIKE ME IM JUST A DUMB UGLY USELESS MUTANT WHY AM I EVEN ALIVE I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT ALL I EVER DO IS WORRY PEOPLE I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END..." "...Karkat" "I HAVE DONE EVERY FUCKING THING I CAN WITHOUT GETTING INTERUPTED *pulls up sleeves* SEE UH FUCK ILL SHOW YOU MORE *takes off shirt* IM FUCKING UGLY I HAVE SCARS EVERYWHERE I AM HORRIBLE IM A FUCKING MUTANT JOHN I SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN BEEN BORN I ALWAYS SWEAR AT EVERYONE AND PUT THEM DOWN ITS NOT FAIR IM THE WORST JOHN" John pushes you down onto his bed and starts crying on ur chest "Youre wrong Karkat! I cant even help you my best friend Karkat...I LOVE YOU AND I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOU SAD IT just hurts me to see you like this fuck! Im sorry Karkat *turns away* i never realized how useless of a friend i am"
Later that night Karkat and John were found holding hands on the bathroom floor, The doctor said it was a drug overdose.