Hey every one! I decided to post this because I'm a big fan of KuramaxBotan. Though I like most pairings.

Here goes chapter 1 of Blue Roses: Sadness does a lot to ones Heart

Kurama watched as the fairy girl flew back to Reikai. Who knew when he'd see her next. He felt something rip in his heart as she disappeared from sight. Although at times he didn't know what was worse, having her there, or gone. When she was there he was forced to watch her fawn over Hiei, yet when she was gone he couldn't look to her face for some comfort. He was so induced in his thoughts about the fairy girl that he failed to notice the little fire demon walking next to him.

"That girl is really getting on my nerves," the demon said, startling Kurama. "Hello Hiei," Kurama greeted, regaining his composure. "What's your problem kitsune?" Hiei asked seeing the grave look that played across his friend's face. "I don't know," Kurama replied. The little demon just shrugged his shoulders. Something was wrong with the kitsune, but Hiei couldn't place what it was. Kurama couldn't decide whether or not to tell Hiei. On one hand Hiei probablly wouldn't tell anyone, but on the other he might think that he was out of his mind. No Hiei wouldn't think that. Hiei would find out anyway. He always did. They reached Kurama's house. They preceded up to his room only stopping to tell Shiiori that they were there.

Kurama closed the door to ensure that they were not over heard. "You know the only reason she bothers youu is because she's infatuated with you," Kurama answered Hiei's former statement. "But she knows I think love is a weakness," Hiei retorted. "Yes, but she can't help her feelings for you," Kurama replied. "I know, but can't she contrll herself?" Hiei asked in an annoyed tone. "She can, but she won't besause she wants you to love her back," Kurama explained. "Well I won't so why does she even bother?" Hiei asked still annoyed that this girl was buging him. "I don't know," Kurama said.

Hiei took a deep look into his friends eyes. There was something wrong with him. "What is it kitsune? You've had that look in your eyes for the past few months," Hiei asked his friend. Kurama carefully considered his options. Hiei would find out anyway, so it was probably better to tell him now than wait till when he was pissed.

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"The problem is that I'm in love with Botan," Kurama said. He felt his cheeks grow hot with the fresh blush. "You can have her," Hiei stated. Kurama looked at his friend. He wasn't thinking anything less of him for being in love. "I know, but she has no interest in me," Kurama said. " It woudn't hurt to tell her," Hiei suggested. "I can't," Kurama said sadly.

Hiei stood up and left. The kitsune ws putting himself through an oviously unneeded hell.

Kurama stared out his window. How could she give her heart away to someone who would never return her feelings? Her constant flirting and Kurama's feelings had begun about six months ago. And he couldn't stand it much longer.

Kurama felt a faint sensation come over him as he fell to the floor.

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Botan had been knocking on Kurama's door for atleast twenty minuets when she decided to let herself in. Shiori was at work and Kurama's car was there, so she knew she wouldn't get in too much trouble if she did. She called Kurama's name into the house. There was no answer, so she called out again. When there still wasn't an answer she headed up towards Kurama's room. She called his name once more and knocked on his door. When there was still no answer, she went inside.

Botan gasped at the sight before her. Kurama was lying face down in a pool of blood. Beside. Beside him lay a boquet of blue roses, with a note attached to them. She walked over and picked up the roses. She took the note out. It read:

All I wanted was for her to be happy, but her happiness

turns my life into a living hell. So why stay here? Maybe

I can find peace in my death.

Botan stared at the note.This was all caused by some woman. She then barried her face into the roses and held them tightly to her. She could think of nothing except for Kurama's limp form lying in the pool of blood. Tears slowly started falling from her face. She had to inform Koenma, but she couldn't bring herself to move. She continued to cry into the roses.

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"Botan should have been back with Kurama thirty minuets ago," Keiko said in a worried tone. "I guess we better go check on them, although they're probablymakeing-out or somethin'," Yusuke announced. Everyone followed him out of the door.

The first thing they noticed was that his car was there. They knocked on the door for a few minuets. When there was no answer they tried the door. It was unlocked. This was very unusual for Kurama. They walked in and went up to his room. When they got to his room., they looked in and Botan was on the floor crying. Kurama was on the floor lying in a pool of blood. Hiei stopped dead in the doorway. He looked at Kurama's body and felt empty inside. Everything seemed to stop. Everyone else ran over to Botan, who's arms were now bleeding. Hiei stood in the same spot, unable to meove or say anything. His worst nightmare had finally come to pass. His only friend was dead.

Keiko and Yukina were crying into Yusuke and Kuwabara's chests. Hyreseki stones were all over the floor now. Botan noticed Hiei, and threw her arms around his waiste dropping the roses. She continued to cry into his stomach. After about five minuets Yusuke and Kuwabara took the girls and headed to Reikai. Botan retrieved the flowers before leaving. Hiei was still in the same spot. Hiei suddenly laid eyes on the note sitting next to Kurama. He knelt over and looked at it. 'She caused this. It's all her fault, and she will pay,' he thought after reading the note. He looked over at Kurama. He appeared to just be sleeping, but Hiei knew better. He ran his hand through Kurama's hair. It was soft just as he had always thought it would be.

Hiei had to bight his lip to keep himself from crying. Even so, one tear still managed to escape. He watched as the it turned into a black hiroseki stone.He stood up and left the house. He couldn't stay there any longer. There were to many memories. He went into the forest that wasn't to far from Kurama's house, and found a tree to sit in. He couldn't stop the tears from coming any longer. They silently began streaming down his face. After a few minuets the tears had stopped and there was a small pile of stones underneath the tree. He then took off to find a place were he wouldn't be found.

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"What do you mean Kurama's committed suicide?!" Koenma yelled. "Exactly what I said. We found those next to him," Yusuke said pointing to the roses still clutched by the weaping Botan. "But why?" Koenma paused, "Why would he do it?" He couldn't bring himself to believe that Kurama had committed this crime. "Yusuke, I want you and Kuwabara to go clean up the mess, and bring back anything suspicious. Got it?" Koenma said. "What do we do with the body?" asked Yusuke. "Clean it up and put it on the bed. He looked at Botan who was still clutching the roses to her. Then noticed someting. "Yusuke, were's Hiei?" he yelled as Yusuke was leaving. "I don't know he was with us at Kurama's," Yusuke answered. Yusuke and Kuwabara then proceeded to leave.

How was that? Oh and I'm sorry for all you Kurama fans. And yes this is a BotanxKurama fic. just keep looking for the next chapter.

Ja

ElfRanger

Hey everyone! How's it? I like this story. I think it's better than secrets. Well atleast after I add the rest of the chapters. well here's another chapter!