Antidote
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Summary: Chase thinks about his toxic hate… (CameronChase) Don't just read this to flame it…
"All that hate… It's toxic"
"Then stay away."
Why did I say that? Why? Please don't stay away, please. You were right, it is toxic but I'm too weak to fight it… this hate… this toxic effect, which has its grasp upon me. I've been under its control for too long, I don't know if I can give it… It's all I have had for a long time, it may be toxic for you but for me… it's all that keeps me sane. However many times, I keep saying that, it hardly seems true, not now. Not with you around… It does seem toxic, just like you said.
Looking at you, I have realized that I need an antidote for this toxic hate that is poisoning me. I'm drowning in it and I can't carry on keeping my head above the surface. I need a lifeline… I need… you. Help me rid myself of this poison before it kills me or worse, makes me dead inside. Please, I beg look into my eyes and see my cry for help. I never could ask for it verbally.
Be my strength… Show me, how to live without this hate… Show me how to love with doubt or fear…
Cam… You are my antidote… Please be my antidote… Please don't stay away… Please… Help me.