I am a leader.
I must be strong.
I was chosen.
I will not disappoint.
I will not betray.
Yeah, right. As If I had a choice.
I will be responsible.
I will be careful.
Always remember my mistakes.
They look up to me.
I will not falter.
Uh huh. Welcome to reality, Jake.
I must sustain their trust.
Their satisfaction.
I must please them.
What are you?! A salesperson or something?
Why me? I never asked!
I never said, "I'll volunteer." Never did!
It was automatic.
They looked up to me.
They did!
Do. Present tense.
I'm an idiot!
But someday I will snap.
I know it. I can feel it.
It's weighing me down even now.
I am not invincible.
And I will never be.
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