Life with you
SORRY ITS SHORT, BUT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE MEGA LONG. PROMISE!
Me and Jack layed in bed, hugging. Naked. For the 4th time this week we had 'done the dirty deed.' (Get it?) I sighed and looked at the ceiling, smiling, laying on his chest. I sighed at the thought of me possibly being pregnant. I couldn't think about it, but I had to accept it. I mean we're married, so he can't be mad.. even though we've only been married for 6 weeks. I shook the thought away and continued to stay silent. If I was going to tell Jack I could be pregnant, 1) I would need to buy a pregnancy test and 2) get A LOT of hard liquor. It could be risky, getting drunk while pregnant, but if it would be better for me in the long run, the hell with it. It was only one shot or two.. maybe.
"So, I think I'm going to go make breakfast and call the guys over." Jack explained slipping on a pair of jeans over his american eagle boxers.
"Yeah, I have to go to the pharmacy.. get some milk."
"Why do you need to go all the way to the pharmacy to get milk, that we don't need." Jack asked me. I stood up after putting on shorts and a tank top.
"Don't question your wife Jack." I laughed, smiled and gave him a kiss, turning around to get the car keys.
"I love you" Jack called out the door. I turned around, jumping into his arms and hugging him giving him a slight kiss and getting down.
"I love you too" I smirked. When I walked down the steps I grabbed the keys and slipped on an old pair of flip flops and unlocked the car, before I could even drive out in rolled Jerry and Milton's vans with the whole crew.
Jerry(who is married to Ella)
Milton(who is married to Julie)
Eddie(who is married to Grace)
Santana+Emily(Jerry+Ella's 3 year old's)
Casey(Jerry+Ella's 14 year old)
Julian(Milton+Julie's 2 year old)
Melissa(Eddie+Grace's 7 year old)
Before I rolled out of the drive way I waved then pulled out.
Jack
As I heard Jerry and everyone walk in the front door I was thinking about Kim's strange behavior. I decided not to shake it off and ask the guys what could be going on. As the kids ran in calling 'Uncle Jack!' I smiled at them, sending them to the play room. Everyone left except for Casey.
"Case' could you go with the others" Ella asked.
"No," She said popping her gum and gluing her eyes to her phone.
"Casey, we have grown up talk." Jerry demanded,
"Ew, I'm out of here, I DO NOT wanna know about Jack and Kim's sex life." She replied and got up, leaving us. I sighed at Casey but also laughed at the fact that Santana and Emily will be like that at the same time.
"So where was Kim going?" Eddie asked.
"The pharmacy. For milk, that we already have" I spoke, using a 'something is definitely up' tone.
"Oh, man." Jerry spoke.
"You know what that means?" Milton spoke
"Kim's pregnant!" Grace cried.
"Wh-what? no way. She would've told me."
"Trust me Jack. She's not coming home with just milk." Eddie remarked.
"Sh-she wouldn't lie to me. We trust each other."
"Then trust me," Ella pointed in. "I used that one on Jerry the second time." She explained her tactics.
"Look man, Kim's pregnant, and there isn't anything you can do about it." Jerry said slapping my knee cap, Just as Kim walked in the door with a white paper bag and a plastic bag.
"I got.. milk." She said starting off happy then her happiness faded.
"See ya man," Eddie spoke.
"Melissa!" Grace called
"Julian!" Julie called along.
"Santana, Emily, Casey! Vamos!" Ella called too. Kim gave a smile to all of them. When they left Kim gave me an odd look and a scoff.
Third person
"What was that all about?" She laughed.
"What's in the bag Kim" Her face dropped and so did the colour.
"Milk." She replied.
"The other bag Kim" Jack asked sternly.
"What other bag." Kim tried to hide it behind the plastic bag so she could lie.
"Kim, don't lie to me. Whats in the white paper bag." Jack asked calmer.
"I-it's, nothing" Kim stuttered and put the milk down, making a run for the bathroom. She had just made it before Jack could catch her, locking it as soon as she could. Jack tapped his foot outside the door.
"You can't stay in there forever." He spoke.
"You don't know that" Kim said sitting on the toilet, turning on music from her phone to hide the sound of her opening the package. As she waited for the results of the little stick Jack continued to wait outside the door.
"Kim, c'mon. why can't you tell me, we're married." He said as the results came up. A little tiny plus popped up. Kim gasped quietly to herself and cried. She didn't want to be pregnant, but she did at the same time. It was all so puzzling to her. She was suddenly feeling very emotional, anger and sadness filled her.
"Kim, can we just talk!" She opened the door with the stick in her hand.
"Here." She waved it. "That's what was in the white paper bag." She said making sure he got a look at it before throwing it in the garbage. Jack stood confused and wordless.
"C-can you say something?" Kim studdered. She could feel sadness over come her like a tidal wave. But Jack still couldn't find the words he was looking for. "Well, then." Kim said pushing him out of the way and running up to their room. She slammed the door and curled up in the corner between the dresser and the bed, nobody could see her if they walked in right away. She started to let the tears fly out of her eyes, falling like a tiny waterfall. She then heard the nob turn and someone walk in.
Kim
Jack. He turned around the bed and saw my tear stained face. He knelt down and just stared into my eyes. He didn't say anything, he didn't need too. He got down on his knees and I looked at him with my glassy eyes. I pouted and then swung my arms around him. Crying. He just hugged me, not saying a word. Until we separated from the hug and he picked me up newly wed style and layed me on the bed, and he sat next to me. He pulled me into his chest, and spoke.
"Why didn't you tell me you might be pregnant?" He asked. I didn't know the answer to that, all I knew is that I just didn't want him to know.
"I- I don't know. I thought you'd be mad or something." I explained.
"Mad? Kim, we aren't teenagers. We're married and have more than enough money to raise a kid"
"I-I know, it's just-"
"It's just nothing. I couldn't be anymore happier right now." Jack said pulling me gently into a soft kiss.
A Week Later.
I couldn't believe what had just happened to me. Instead of facing Jack, again my idea was to get drunk. As soon as I called up Grace, Ella and Julie they knew to bring Vodka. I didn't say anything about me being pregnant to them, because I was going to tell them tonight, too late now. I thought. I was totally out of my mind drunk when Jack and the guys walked in, laughing.
"Dios mío" Jerry said looking around the room.
"Kim!" Jack yelled at me, pulling me into the extra room, away from the rest. I could hear the girls being scolded by there husbands and I knew I was going to get one hell of a scolding.
"Kim! Are you fucking insane! You're pregnant! and you're drunk!" Suddenly my body was able to become sober.
"No, I'm not." Jack looked at me confused.
"You aren't what Kim! Drunk? Because that's what it sure as hell looks like." He yelled. I could hear the rest of the house quiet. Jack never yelled. Especially not at me.
"I'm not pregnant Jack!" I yelled back, filling the house with echos.
"What are you talking about! I saw the test!" Jack tried to quiet down, but I could still tell he was in rage.
"I lost the baby Jack! I had a miscarriage." I yelled while crying. Jack searched my face for any hint that I was lying. But I was drop dead serious. I lost our little baby, and it was all crumbling around me. I felt as if it was all my fault. Jack then pulled me into a hug and tried to keep it together.
"I-It's ok."
"No, It's all my fault" I whimpered.
"Kim! Don't say that! It isn't your fault. This happens all the time. There was nothing you could do." Jack hugged me. He didn't let go, but when he did he picked me up and carried me out of the room. I looked around and nobody was to be found. I was guessing that they decided to leave and just let us be at peace with each other. He carried me to the bed and we both crawled in.
"I didn't even get to feel a kick." I cried into his chest.
"I know. I know" He kissed my head and let me fall asleep into him.