p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"23 August 2014, 7:34 A. /I slipped two fingers through the soft chocolate hair in front of me, making it messier than it usually was. A smile slipped onto the sleeping lips that were so close to mine, a few thin rays of sunlight falling across them from the window across the room. The corners of my mouth tugged themselves up to mirror the ones that were nearly pressed against them as big, brilliant blue-green eyes started to slide open slowly./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Today was the last day we had before the summer ended. Today was the last day we had before we had to start pretending that this wasn't how we loved spending our mornings, wrapped up in each other's arms, soaking in the other's warmth. Today was it for us./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"9:06 A. /"Levi can you make pancakes?" I looked down at that messy mop of brown hair and pressed my lips against it. We were acting like today wasn't our last. Like we still had years together after today was over. I pulled my head back and nodded, gazing into the beautiful ocean eyes that I'd come to adore over the past three months./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"12:14 P. /"I never want to sit through another movie like that again," I whispered as the credits for Titanic started rolling on the screen. The beautiful boy who was laying on my chest giggled a little and placed a light kiss against my jaw./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I closed my eyes when I felt the television remote slip out of my hand. We lay there in the quiet for a few more minutes before Eren let out a loud gasp and I heard Netflix start loading up another movie. I opened my eyes just in time to see the movie Eren had picked before it started. I groaned and leaned my head against the arm of the couch. The Notebook. I was going to die from the excess amounts of clichéd boredom./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"10:17 P. /I felt a shudder run through Eren as I kissed a trail of open-mouthed kissed down his naked chest. We had hours left together and I wasn't going to let a single second of our time go to waste./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"My lips never left Eren's body as I reached over to the nightstand to pull open a drawer and retrieve a bottle of lube, but I only set the little plastic tube aside, opting to tease Eren's nipples with my tongue and hands rather than touch him elsewhere for the time being./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"When Eren started clutching at my scalp, his fingers brushing over the shaved area on the nape of my neck before grabbing a fistful of black hair, I pulled myself off of him and just stared for a while. "You are absolutely gorgeous, Eren Jaeger." I saw a blush creep onto his cheeks as I leaned my face into the side of his neck and slicked up my fingers before running them down his overheated body. Felt his stomach clench as my fingers ghosted over it, felt his thighs tremble when they wrapped around my waist./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I let one of my fingers lightly circle the tight ring of muscle at Eren's entrance while I relished in the small gasps that came out of his kiss bruised lips. I moved my mouth over Eren's to swallow the sounds that he made when I slid my finger into his tight heat./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I stayed my hand until I felt Eren relax just a little bit and push himself against my finger. When I felt his movement I slipped my finger out and then pushed it back in. Then I did it again. And again. I started out slowly but when Eren begged for more I slipped another in, scissoring my fingers inside of him while I picked up speed. Eren hardly noticed when a third finger joined the other two. I slid my lips off of Eren's, forging a trail of fire down his throat and chest. I pushed my fingers in deeper searching for that one spot that would have Eren writhing against the bed./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I slowed my fingers, rubbing them in a slow circle on Eren's prostate. I lifted my lips from Eren's chest to take in all of him with my eyes. "What were you trying to say, Eren?" I received a glare that only lasted a second because I pushed my fingers harder into Eren, making his hips buck up against my hand and a low moan to slip from his lips. When I got another half-hearted glare for my actions, I stilled my fingers inside of my lover and leaned down to press my lips against his cheek. " I'm sorry, what were you saying?"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Eren turned his head to the side to press his lips against mine while he reached a hand down between us to grab my wrist, gently pulling my fingers out of his entrance. He threaded his fingers through mine and barely pulled his lips away from mine. Our mouths were still touching when he whispered against them, low and sultry, "I was trying to say that I need you inside me. Now." He didn't have to say more than that. I would have done anything for that boy./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"24 August 2014, 5:05 A. /And that was how I remembered Eren Jaeger. Even though when I woke the next day because my alarm clock was going off at ass-crack-of-dawn in the morning and there was only a picture I had taken of Eren some weeks ago, absolutely beautiful with the sun in his eyes, where Eren should have been laying besides me. Even though I was 31 years old and the boy that had been with me for the past three months, hardly leaving my apartment for the majority of the time that we'd shared, was only 15. Even though though the reason I had woken up alone was because Eren had had to leave before the sun had come to catch his flight back to Florida so he would make it back home in time to start his sophomore year of high school, and it was a long flight from Hawaii to Florida. I decided to remember that last night we had together./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Today was the last day we had before the summer ended. Today was the last day we had before we had to start pretending that this wasn't how we loved spending our mornings, wrapped up in each other's arms, soaking in the other's warmth. Today was it for us./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"9:06 A. /"Levi can you make pancakes?" I looked down at that messy mop of brown hair and pressed my lips against it. We were acting like today wasn't our last. Like we still had years together after today was over. I pulled my head back and nodded, gazing into the beautiful ocean eyes that I'd come to adore over the past three months./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I would have done anything for that boy, making pancakes didn't seem like a big deal, but when I tried to stand up I found it to be far more difficult than it should have been. I looked backed into those pretty eyes again before I put my mouth against Eren's ear to whisper, "I could make you pancakes if you would let me get up off of this couch, Eren." Eren only blushed lightly before loosening the grip that he had on my waist just enough for it to be comfortable for both of us to stand together. So I walked to the kitchen with Eren clinging to my back with a blanket draped across his shoulders, dragging on the floor, and his chin resting on my head./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"12:14 P. /"I never want to sit through another movie like that again," I whispered as the credits for Titanic started rolling on the screen. The beautiful boy who was laying on my chest giggled a little and placed a light kiss against my jaw./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I closed my eyes when I felt the television remote slip out of my hand. We lay there in the quiet for a few more minutes before Eren let out a loud gasp and I heard Netflix start loading up another movie. I opened my eyes just in time to see the movie Eren had picked before it started. I groaned and leaned my head against the arm of the couch. The Notebook. I was going to die from the excess amounts of clichéd boredom./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"10:17 P. /I felt a shudder run through Eren as I kissed a trail of open-mouthed kissed down his naked chest. We had hours left together and I wasn't going to let a single second of our time go to waste./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"My lips never left Eren's body as I reached over to the nightstand to pull open a drawer and retrieve a bottle of lube, but I only set the little plastic tube aside, opting to tease Eren's nipples with my tongue and hands rather than touch him elsewhere for the time being./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"When Eren started clutching at my scalp, his fingers brushing over the shaved area on the nape of my neck before grabbing a fistful of black hair, I pulled myself off of him and just stared for a while. "You are absolutely gorgeous, Eren Jaeger." I saw a blush creep onto his cheeks as I leaned my face into the side of his neck and slicked up my fingers before running them down his overheated body. Felt his stomach clench as my fingers ghosted over it, felt his thighs tremble when they wrapped around my waist./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I let one of my fingers lightly circle the tight ring of muscle at Eren's entrance while I relished in the small gasps that came out of his kiss bruised lips. I moved my mouth over Eren's to swallow the sounds that he made when I slid my finger into his tight heat./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I stayed my hand until I felt Eren relax just a little bit and push himself against my finger. When I felt his movement I slipped my finger out and then pushed it back in. Then I did it again. And again. I started out slowly but when Eren begged for more I slipped another in, scissoring my fingers inside of him while I picked up speed. Eren hardly noticed when a third finger joined the other two. I slid my lips off of Eren's, forging a trail of fire down his throat and chest. I pushed my fingers in deeper searching for that one spot that would have Eren writhing against the bed./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I slowed my fingers, rubbing them in a slow circle on Eren's prostate. I lifted my lips from Eren's chest to take in all of him with my eyes. "What were you trying to say, Eren?" I received a glare that only lasted a second because I pushed my fingers harder into Eren, making his hips buck up against my hand and a low moan to slip from his lips. When I got another half-hearted glare for my actions, I stilled my fingers inside of my lover and leaned down to press my lips against his cheek. " I'm sorry, what were you saying?"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Eren turned his head to the side to press his lips against mine while he reached a hand down between us to grab my wrist, gently pulling my fingers out of his entrance. He threaded his fingers through mine and barely pulled his lips away from mine. Our mouths were still touching when he whispered against them, low and sultry, "I was trying to say that I need you inside me. Now." He didn't have to say more than that. I would have done anything for that boy./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I placed my lips against the soft ones that I had memorized weeks ago as I lined myself up with the body that I had come to know better than I knew my own. I tightened my fingers around the hand that Eren had slipped into mine as I pushed into the beautiful body beneath mine./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"24 August 2014, 5:05 A. /And that was how I remembered Eren Jaeger. Even though when I woke the next day because my alarm clock was going off at ass-crack-of-dawn in the morning and there was only a picture I had taken of Eren some weeks ago, absolutely beautiful with the sun in his eyes, where Eren should have been laying besides me. Even though I was 31 years old and the boy that had been with me for the past three months, hardly leaving my apartment for the majority of the time that we'd shared, was only 15. Even though though the reason I had woken up alone was because Eren had had to leave before the sun had come to catch his flight back to Florida so he would make it back home in time to start his sophomore year of high school, and it was a long flight from Hawaii to Florida. I decided to remember that last night we had together./p