I'm just a girl who
Kissed a boy who
Is in love with someone else
I didn't mean to
Feel the way I do
It just happened by itself
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Without even realizing how much pain it would cause her, Sharpay Evans reflected on how much she actually regretted kissing Troy Bolton, even though she did really like him. She couldn't help feeling the way she did. She knew that he loved someone else, that he loved a girl named Gabriella Montez, and that he would never love her. It seemed like her emotions had a mind of their own.
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And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, it happened so fast
I wanted it to last
And the moment felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
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Sharpay sat on the floor and leaned up against her double bed. A single tear slid down her cheek. She had apologized over and over to Gabriella who had found out what she had done, but she didn't accept it. Sharpay explained to Gabriella as best she knew how, but there was something about that night that felt so right to Sharpay, that she wished it would have lasted just a little bit longer.
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He stopped by my house
We were hanging out
He was wondering where you are
We went walking
We were just talking
Then he kissed me by his car
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Sharpay remembered perking up as the doorbell rang. She hurried to the door to find Troy leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed. She smiled after he asked her to go on a walk with him, and she willingly agreed to. As the pair walked and talked along the sidewalk, Sharpay noticed how he constantly was askng if she'd seen Gabriella around, and she always answered no. And something was aroused in Troy and as they made their way back to Sharpay's house; he leaned down and kissed her softly, and he knew he shouldn't have.
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And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, it happened so fast
I wanted it to last
And the moment felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
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Sharpay stared down at a picture of Troy with his arms around her, and in an instant she had ripped it to pieces, letting it fall through her fingers onto the floor. Taking care to step on the fallen pieces, Sharpay collapsed on the bed, overwhelmed and haunted by the kiss that should have never been given to her.
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Now I'm stuck with this feeling in the pit of my soul
Guess I should've had a little self control
I knew that it was wrong, I admit it
I wish there was a way that I could make it alright
I really wanna tell you that I put up a fight
But that would be a lie
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Guilt flooded Sharpay's heart as she held her cordless phone in one hand, and Gabriella's phone number in the other. She knew the only thing that could get rid of the feeling in her soul was to apologize to Gabriella, because she knew that what happened between herself and Troy was wrong. She was ready to admit it to herself and to Gabriella. But nothing that Sharpay said to her would change how she felt, because she knew that everything she said to apologize would be a lie.
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And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, it happened so fast
I wanted it to last
And the moment felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
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The next day at school, it seemed like everywhere Sharpay went, Troy and Gabriella were in front of her, hugging and kissing as they always did. She would walk by without a word every time. If this was how her life was going to be, she would rather not live at all
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Now I'm sick inside
Yeah, It makes me wanna cry
And the moment felt so right
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Sharpay had made up her mind. She tracked down Gabriella after school and sat her down to talk. Sharpay apologized from the bottom of her heart, saying she regrets ever having feelings for Troy, for it has only caused her pain and misery. Gabriella accepted the apology. Sharpay smiled and watched Gabriella walk over to Troy. Sharpay sighed and slowly walked all the way home.
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I'm just a girl who
Kissed a boy who
Is in love with you...
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well i hope you guys liked it!! this was my first songfic so ya. review please!!!