I wake up laying in my bed feeling safe in John's arms I turned over to face him and he looked at me with all seriousness in his eyes .
"Babe what's wrong?" I asked.
He sighed heavily as he started to get up he sat on the side of the bed and I propped myself up on my elbows.
"Look Vanessa I need to say something's " he said.
"ok what is it?" I asked as I got off of the bed and followed him into the living room I picked up his hat and hid it behind my back I watched as he walked around the living room picking up his things not looking at me but still talking.
"I don't want to say it because I know it will hurt you but it's something I need to say" he said as he pulled his shirt over his head I looked down at my feet worried about what was coming next.
"I've been thinking about this for a while" he said as he put on his left shoe.
"And I really think we need to take a break figure some things out" he said putting on his other shoe.
I just stood there looking at the ground trying to hold back the tears.
"I just need to figure somethings out" he said standing back up.
"I just can't keep pretending to feel something I don't" he said.
"Nessa say something" he said.
" Why?" I asked.
"Nessa I know you know why" he said not wanting to say it.
"But John don't you want to fight for us" I said more tears running down my cheeks.
"I've changed Nessa we both have I can't be the man you want anymore" he said.
"But you are I want you" I said.
"Why would you want to keep on pretending?" he asked.
"You know I love you" he said wiping away the tears.
"I love you to" I said more tears falling as I look in his eyes.
He hugged tightly and I hugged him back he let go and kissed me one last time and made his way to the door.
"Wait" I said before he shut the door.
I put the hat tightly on his head.
"I never meant to hurt you" he said with sadness in his voice as well as in his eyes.
"I know" I said softly.
And with that he took one last look at me and left.
I own nothing except for Vanessa my oc everything else goes to wwe please review and tell me what you think I might do a sequel.