I thought I would die. Jasper left to go to war years ago, and his friend just brought me his things. My heart was ripping into two. Now i will never see him again. I will always keep his name. I will always be Bella Marie Swan Whitlock. I remember the night he left, 3 years ago. everything he told me, every kiss, every touch. "Bella, I love you more than anything. will you become Mrs. Bella Whitlock?" Jasper had said. Of course my answer was yes. That was before he told me he had to leave. war. He said it was his duty. Psh. Duty. I remember that day, 4 months ago, when Jim had brought me Jasper's chain. It was gold, with my name and his carved into the little plate in it. Now, it felt like if I lost that I lost him. I was walking out in the street, hurrying back to the home I used to share with Jasper, before it go pitch black out. Someone grabbed my shoulder. I gasped. An extremly cold hand covered my mouth.

"Hello, Bella. You smell very delectable this late evening." A very seductive voice said in my ear. I was paralyzed. "Why would you be out after dark?" The voice purred. "I am very lonely, Bella. And it appears so are you." His ice like hands touched my arm. " Someone will save me!" i said through his hand. Seeing my option, I sunk my teeth into it. At least fr broke. I screamed, the soud still muffled by his hand.

"No one will come for you. How sad for you to believe so. But may I introduce myself? My name is James. And its far past time for me to have a companion. So, Bella. would you like to shut the hell up and let me do what I wanted?" he spat. Silence from me. "Good girl. No screaming." He bit down on my neck, leaving me writhing in pain. I was laying on cold ground in the woods, and James was no where to be seen. What had he done to me? What was he? Why did he hurt me? His voice snapped me out of it.

"Don't fret, dear Bella. You'll be a vampire like me in just in 3 oh so short days." A what? Vampires don't exist.

"Your insane." But that was last I could say. The burning in my shoulder took over my body. The last words i would ever say as a human were " I hate you, James. I will kill you." I slipped into unconsciousness, but not before I heard his low, dark laugh, and him whisper"We'll see, Bella, we'll see." The pain. I bit my tongue to keep from screaming. It hurt so much. I was glad, almost happy, when darkness took me over.

.....3 days later......

Amazing. simply amazing, the things i can do now. Super speed. Super strength. Super self control, James had told me. I see him different in this new life,see the truth behind his words. The more reason fore him to die. It was for the best. He told me about this new life and I did what I promised him; I killed him for killing me. Fair trade, don't you think? Now, the only thing I can ever think of is Jasper. It is horrible. now, I have to move out of Jasper's and my house, leave this town. To be safe, I even have to leave Texas for a few years. I took a deep breath. Ahh! it feels like an iron was shoved down my throat. I looked around. a herd of deer was near by. I lunged, sinking my teeth into its neck. It was good. maybe I could be a vampire without being a monster.

JPOV

I was doing my daily rounds, when i saw 3 beautiful young women. None could compare to my beautiful Bella, of course. The smaller one came over to me. "Hello. I'm sorry but I believe you belong with us." She gave me the sweetest smile. Then, with speed faster than I thought possible, she lunged for me. Pain more intense than Ive ever known coursed through me. I soon fell unconscious.

-200 years later-

Jasper's pov

Groan. Another day of school at the boring Forks High, watching my adopted family be all lovey dovey. Being the only one without a mate sucks. I had a fiance, but shes been dead for over 150 years now. Ive been dead for 200. Living dead. I snorted. Edward looked at me, clearly amused. I started singing barbie girl in my head and he looked away. Bella Swan. I sighed. I loved her, but Maria had to kill me. To replace her missing mate, James.

"Jasper." Edward called out for me in a voice so low and fast a human wouldn't know he spoke. "hm?" I asked dully. "New vampire. Bella W." The name hit me. Bella. W. W could stand for Whitlock. Bella Whitlock. Edward smiled at me. " There she is." he gestured to a girl across the lunch room, sitting at a table alone. She looks like Bella. I'll go see. With questioning looks from my siblings, I stood up and walked at a human pace across the lunch room to her. She looked up.

"Er, Bella?" I whispered. She looked at me, disbelief in her eyes. "No. No. No. Your dead. You got killed. Jim said so. He brought me your stuff." She nearly sobbed.

I looked ay her. I wanted to tell her it was okay. "No, maria killed me. Bella, what happened? Why are you still er existing?" I sat next to her.

"Jasper." She said my name, softly, longingly. Her emotions where too jumbled to read." I haven't said your name in over 150 years." She said softly still. "3 years, 4 months, and 6 days after you left for war, I was out after dark. A man, er, well, a vampire came up behind me and attacked me. His name was James. I killed him after he explained to me my new life." She grabbed my hands, twirling her finders around mine like she used to. "Jasper."

"His name was James? Sort of a french accent?" I seethed. I was fuming. Please let it have been a different James.

"yes." She looked afraid. "Why?" She asked, looking sort of curious. "Lets go outside. We can talk there." She pulled me along the wall and out the door. "Jasper! Please tell me your real and I'm not insane and your not a figment of my imagination!" She half shouted.

"I'll prove it, Bella." I leaned down and kissed her.

a/n I improved it. Happy?