Random angsty one-shot coz I'm feeling angsty.
Disclaimer: Not mine. If it was, Howard and Vince would be my own personal slaves...
When did we change?
Do you remember what it used to be like? The sleeping bags on the floor next to each other, the late night banter and crimps?
Do you even remember the zoo at all anymore? You were such a different person back then. Mind you, I suppose we both were.
Everything's different now. The crimps happen less and less often, and even the banter's changed. Words which, had they been spoken a few years ago would have been innocent and mischievous, are now designed to hurt, to humiliate, to destroy. If it goes too far, "It's only a joke!" But it isn't. You know it isn't. It's been a long time since we joked together without an agenda.
I sometimes think my memory must be faulty, that I must be remembering events wrong, because nothing I remember fits with who we are now. We both seemed so happy; so many dreams.
Now I'm bitter and disillusioned. We both are.
There was a time we couldn't live without each other. Now I'm not sure if you like me anymore, or if it's just out of habit we stay together.
I've known you my whole life.
But I can't help wondering when I lost you.
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