What happens when you love a girl so much, you can't stop thinking about her? Even though Maya and I are no longer together and she is now dating this guy, I can't get my mind off of her. I miss how we use to talk and now it seems as if we do not talk at all. I miss it and I miss all of it. I miss my friend. Ever since I met her I could say was wow she is beautiful. Then, to later find out she has a great personality to match it; there were no words to describe the feeling. We became very close in time and I loved every minute of it. When she told me she was gay, I think it just made our friendship stronger. I didn't expect to meet a girl like her over the summer or better yet fall in love with her. I have been holding these feelings in for a long time just because I do not want to ruin our great friendship with each other. Sooner or later, I am going to explode. Because I didn't speak up and tell her how I really feel, she is now dating this guy "D" who seems like a nice kid and no disrespect or anything but, she shouldn't be dating him. Because I want her to be with me. But, in the end all I really care about is that she is happy whether with me or him. I guess I just have to sit back and watch as she goes into the arms of another person who isn't me and be that supportive friend for he. I just hate that I didn't tell her face to face how I really feel for her. As I slowly get over the pain, that I can't have her anymore, I start to grow feelings for someone else. Some people say I am pretending to have feelings for someone else in order to get over her and in some cases I agree. We all have to move on sooner or later. Hopefully, I made the right decision. I think I just started talking to this girl to get over my feelings for Maya but, in turn we are started to actually fall for each other. What do I do now? Do I still have love for Maya or can I move on?