In my opinion there was too much Elena POV and too less Bonnie POV in 'The Vampire Diaries', so here comes my story with exclusive Bonnies POV! Well, later on there could be Damons, too, we'll see about that. Yes, this is a Bamon Story. And by the way, I don't own Vampire Diaries.

It's starts after 'Midnight', but the dramatic thing at the end didn't happen. And I won't mention the books very much.

Rating K+ because I'm not sure, could go up in later chapters.

I hope you enjoy it!

* The witch world*

"Dear Diary,

something awful is going to happen today.

But that's what I thought yesterday and the day before, too, and nothing awful happened then. It's just, I'm still so frightened and full of shock of all the things that happened in the Dark Dimension and to Fell's Church. So many evil fellows tried to destroy us, the town, everything. I still can't believe that everything turned out to be good in the end, that we could save the town in the end. Now everything's back to normal. Even Elena could go to school and make her graduation. We're out of school now, though. Elena and me, we decided to go to Fell's Church College. Meredith went with Alaric to Duke, which is a pity, because I miss her so much. It's not the same without her. But we call each other at least once a week and tell us all about what's going on. And then there is Matt, of course, who got his scholarship and comes home to Fell's Church every weekend.

Elena is now living at the boarding house with Stefan. I still live with my parents, but I spent a lot of time at the boarding house, too, either with my friends or with Mr. Flowers, who can tell me a lot about being a witch. And that's what I need. Since I found out about my druid ancestors my psychic powers increased slowly. I can get in trance and make precognitions or call for someone telepathically. It's a pity this doesn't work in everyday life, it would be so convenient! At least with some people, not all, obviously. In the Dark Dimension it worked without trance. Or ought I say it should have worked, since I could only 'talk' that way with Damon and not with Elena or Stefan. But maybe that was only because Elena and Stefan where not as long with me as Damon.

Well, what to say about Damon himself? He saved me several times in the Dark Dimension, and after we got back he couldn't take off soon enough. He didn't say to goodbye to anyone, not even Elena. Maybe that's really all there is to say. You know, dear diary, I'm not sure what to think of him. Since we met I always noticed how gorgeous he is; but then again, Stefan is, too. But Damon… I know I'm not Elena and he'll never look at me the way he looks at her, but sometimes I thought… or wished to feel a little spark between us. Of course I never assumed that he'd feel it too, but when we were in the Dark Dimension he was… different. Nice. Caring. Oh, I shouldn't think too much about it. They all see me as a child, I know that. Little, sensitive Bonnie, that's all I am.

Now I've written so much and I still have some homework to do, and I don't wanna be lazy with that in my first days at college."

Bonnie closed her sapphire blue diary and put it into a drawer of her desk. She started keeping a journal since she wrote into Elenas, during the time the blond girl was dead. Bonnie had found it helped her keeping a clear head, at least a little clearer than normally.

She cast a look at the chain around her neck and it's dependant. It wasn't new, since her grandmother said it had belonged to her grand-grandmother, who probably was a druid herself. But it was new to Bonnie. She received it only last week. Without any occasion her grandmother had given it to her, speaking of having finally reached the proper adulescence for her druid heirloom, and Bonnie didn't have a clue what she had meant. However, her granny had insisted of giving it to her, so Bonnie had taken it. It was small and silver, with a green round stone in the middle and wouldn't attract any attention to it.

ooo

The next afternoon she went to the boarding house. Elena and Stefan were sitting in the kitchen, drinking some of Mrs. Flowers infamous tea although Mrs. Flowers wasn't to be seen.

"Hey. How are you?", Bonnie greeted them casually.

"Very good, thank you", Stefan said politely. He seemed happy enough and Bonnie knew he was. He had all he ever wanted: Elena and peace. It was almost a month now that nothing had even tried to attack Fell's Church. And Bonnie hoped for all Gods in heaven that it'd stay this way. Even if it meant Damon never coming back.

Elena on the other hand seemd a little off her balance. Bonnie already noticed at school but didn't say anything. Anyway, she still returned the greeting and watched Bonnie taking a mug out of a cupboard.

"So, today's friday", Elena said.

"Yeah, are we going to any party?", Bonnie asked while sitting down and pouring herself tea.

"Some girls in college invited me to one", Elena nodded.

"Oh, but when you have to be invited –", Bonnie started. But Elena interrupted her.

"Don't be silly, you can come too. I'll take you. Anyway, I don't think it's a private party. We all can go", she said, casting a glance to Stefan.

"Whatever makes you happy, love, makes me happy, too", the vampire said and kissed Elena on the cheek.

"I wish Meredith could be with us", Bonnie sighed.

"Why, am I not good enough?", a voice said from the door. Stefan and Elena looked surprised, while Bonnie threw herself around.

Matt was standing there, smiling and as happy as Bonnie hadn't seen him in a long time.

"Oh! Of course you're good enough, you fool!", she cheered and was immediately standing on her feet, hugging a bemused Matt. He returned the hug gently, and after sat down on the table. Bonnie got him a mug and listened to his report of how his week was.

ooo

Not having brought any decent clothes for a party, Bonnie got back to her house before going there. Stefan, Elena and Matt would pick her up from here and they'd all go together to wherever the party was.

As she got dressed, Bonnie thought briefly of Alarics gathering a year or so ago, as he still had been 'Mr. Saltzman', the hystory teacher subsitute. It was in his house that Bonnie had met Damon for the first time. Not knowing who he was and what he had done, she let him kiss her. Of course she regretted it afterwards. And of course it wasn't really her fault, since he had vampire powers and could influence her. Just as he did in the yard of Vickie Bennets house.

He didn't back in Caroline's house, she thought.

But no, enough already. No more thinking about Damon. It was no good anyway, since he had proved more than once that he was crazy for Elena. Yes, he had showed now and then he cared for Bonnie, at least a little bit, but that meant nothing.

With one last sigh and the frustrated thought 'Damon Salvatore, first you turn everybodys world upside down and then you vanish, what a coward you are' she checked herself in the mirror. She went for a blue dress, nothing special, but sophisticated enough for a college party. Or so she hoped, she had no idea how college girls dressed when going out.

ooo

Of course all eyes where on Elena when she entered the house. Even Stefan, the most handsome guy in the whole town, was overlooked with her breathtaking appearance beside him.

Bonnie felt somewhat overdressed, as she herself walked into the house, arms linked with Matt. Most girls were wearing sexy but casual clothes. But she decided that it was okay to look more chic than others when she was here with Elena Gilbert.

Besides, she totally forgot all about this as the party went on and Bonnie enjoyed herself. She met new friends from school and ate some good food. Later that night she found herself in need for some fresh air and stepped into the backyard.

Other students were here, chatting quietly. Bonnie looked into the sky as if her eyes were magically drawn to it. There was the moon, full and bright. The druids organised their lives according to the phases of the moon, she thought immediately, and walked down three little steps of the porch.

Something happened then. The moon appeared to move closer to the earth, closer and brighter and filling all of Bonnies visual field. All she could do was stare into the white light enclosing her. Was this good or bad? She couldn't think any further than this, dizziness took hold of her. Any minute she would faint. With one last effort she gripped her consciouness and Called for help.

It wasn't the fact that she still could summon energy to Call that surprised her. It was what she was saying.

Damon! Help, I don't know what it is or what it wants from me! Help, please!

It flowed out of her like big amounts of water, being held back by a dam which is now breaking.

Damon! I can barely fight unconsciousness!

All her body and mind yearned for his presence, his strong arms, he could hold her and make her feel save. He always did.

And the moon almost occupied all of her world and tried to enter her body. In her head rose a black veil, pulling her to away from the moon. She could no longer fight the darkness.

Oh please, help me, Damon!

And then everything faded away…

~ tbc ~

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