Monica Sawn: (looks like Monica from school gyrls) was adopted by charlie when she was 15 when her mom died in a car crash known him all her life. Her mom and charlie where good friends so it's no wonder he toke her him. She's the same age as Bella, best friends with Eric. Loves to sing and dance likes to hang out with Jake and Bella most of the time.
I can't believe Bella has gone MIA. Charlie must be going crazy about it but his keeping his calm with the search party even Billy and Jacob are here to help find her. I wonder what happened to her wasn't she with her boyfriend Edward I saw them go into the woods but then again his family did leave town...odd. I was getting lost in my IPhone siting next to Jacob when a guy with no shirt came out of the woods with a nocked out Bella. "Bella is she ok" I asked the guy being the first to get to them ripping out my headphones form my ears.
I looked up into the guys eyes and he looked back into mine and for a moment it was just us. It felt like I was walking on clouds or something. Charlie came over and the guy said "she's al'right". "I'll take her thanks Sam" Charlie said taking Bella from him so his name was Sam. "Monica call Renée and tell her we found Bella" Charlie told me and I nodded at him "Thanks for finding my sister" I told Sam before going into the house. I called Bella's mom and she was happy to know that Bella was fine but the thing is I don't think she will be for some time. That's what broke my heart the most too.
—time kip—
4 months of Bella screaming in her sleep and of her walking around like a zombie.I have to sleep with my headphones on playing music and her screams still get though. I wish I can help her but Charlie may be right in sending her to Florida with her mom I'll miss her. That is if she goes with her being 18 and all. Sam never leaves my head he's in my dreams too and I don't know what to do about that but right now Bella needs help so I'll have to put that on the back burner for now. So when I got out the house this morning to find Bella telling Charlie that she , Jessica and I going shopping tomorrow witch was a shocker for sure. But hey I love to shop and Jessica and I are close friends to so yay to that to but Bella hates shopping so I think she's lying to him but I keep my mouth shut. Maybe she really does need a girl night and to tell you the truth I could use one too.
Once we got to school I said "so girls night thanks for telling me" she just gave me a look "ok I know I know but I don't want to go" she told me and I put my hand on her shoulder "Neither do I but Bella you need to heal and this isn't the way" I told her. She nodded at me " Then what do I do?" she asked. "Have the girls night duh and try to move on I'm here for you ,you know" I told her. "you the best sister in the world" she said "Oh I know believe me I know" after I said that we both laughed?
The next night before girls night:
I was singing and dancing around my room to: School Gyrls-Something About Him trying to get Sam out of my head and it was not working.
I don't know the first thing about love
Haven't really reached that chapter yet
But it's all the little things that he does
I'm about to fall, no safety net
Somebody catch me, losing my breath here
He's got a little spell worked up on me
Baby, I'm falling, Mandy don't call him
They're telling me, but there's
Something about him
I don't know what it is
I can't lie, he's on my mind
Something about him
I don't know what it is
Somebody like him is hard to find
He's like the star of my movie
He just does something to me
Can't explain it, can't contain it
I don't know what it is
Something about him
Maybe cause he looks so innocent
I just wanna mess him up a bit
They know that I'm all wrapped up in it
Even if I tried, I couldn't quit
Everyone's watching, gotta use caution
People wanna chat so aimlessly
Whenever we're talking, I'm getting
Lost in everything, but there's
Something about him
I don't know what it is
I can't lie, he's on my mind
Something about him
I don't know what it is
Somebody like him is hard to find
He's like the star of my movie
He just does something to me
Can't explain it, can't contain it
I don't know what it is
Something about him
Let me tell you something quick about him. All these other girls say there's something slick about him (why)?.
Cause his swag's on a hundred and climbing and he got me in this mic booth rhyming.
Something about him
I don't know what it is
I can't lie, he's on my mind
Something about him
I don't know what it is
Somebody like him is hard to find
He's like the star of my movie
He just does something to me
Can't explain it, can't contain it
I don't know what it is
Something about him
I don't know what it is
I can't lie, he's on my mind
Something about him
I don't know what it is
Somebody like him is hard to find
He's like the star of my movie
He just does something to me
Can't explain it, can't contain it
I don't know what it is
Something about him
I heard clapping from my bedroom door when I was done singing and dancing to the song and saw Bella. "wow your good" she said I smiled at her knowing she hates music now that Edwards gone. "thanks I try " I told her. "will its time to go" she told me and I nodded walking out my room closing the door behind me. So Bella had us sit though a zombie movie ewww. So as we walk out the movies Jess was talking about Mick and I keep on telling her he's not worth it at the same time I'm thinking ofSam. Why can't I get him out of my head!?.Anyways some biker guys keep giving us cat call snd Bella was all "I think I know thous guys" I was like what? Jessica told her "well they seem great can we go now". "Yea come on Bell's lets get something to eat" I added.
"I'm just going to see something" Bella told us walking over to the biker guys "what is wrong with her?" Jessica asked "Well she uh she uh girl you know I have no clue" I told her as Bella got on the back of the motorcycle. "She crazy" was all I said and Jess nodded with me. So after giving me a heart tack Bella came back getting off the back. I was letting Jessica handle this one I had no word to say to her right now. Once we got home though Bella told me not to tell Charlie about what happened as if I want to die. I went out to the back porch and sat on the porch swing with Sam back in my head I put my headphones on trying to get him off my mind but theres something about him that I can't get him out of my head.
Its like he toke half of me with him the night he found Bella. From the conner of my eye I was something moving in the wood and out came Sam with no shirt does he even own one? "I uh wanted to see how everything was going with you guys after what happened with Bella" I patted a set next to me and he sat down "It toke you 4 months to do that...just joking" I told him. "she's getting there I hope not the same Bella she used to be" I added. "what about you how are you taking things?" he asked me. No one asked me that and it toke me back for a moment "it's not about me I'm fine it's Bella that needs help" I said.
"Yea but it must be hard on you to see her like that" he said will Bella is not the reason he came but why did he come anyway not that I'm complaining or anything. "As long as I have my phone I'm good to go" I told him he just looked at me "I love to dance and sing but just for fun" I told him and he nodded.
I ended up telling him about girls night and he seemed mad at Bella for what I don't know. We talked for what seemed like hours and I like it this feeling I get when I'm around him. "I better go it's getting late see you later" he said "same time tomorrow?" I joked but I don't think he toke it as one. Sam smiled big and said "yea sure same time tomorrow" then he ran back into the woods and I just stayed outside for a little bit longer. What just happened? By the time I got to my room Bella began to scram I sighed maybe some tea might help her. That's what my mom did with me when I had a bad dream... man I miss her.
Charlie's great and all but nothing can stop the pain of losing her. It has gotten better but it's still their but I have to push forward the way she would have wanted. So I went to the kitchen and made her some tea. When I got to her room she was still screaming moving around in her bed with her hands clutched in fits with her sheets I sat the cup down and woke her up "have some tea it might help" I told her once she woke up she nodded at me.
"Thanks Monica" she told me and I nodded at her saying "any time". We didn't talk as she drank her tea "want to go the the junk yard tomorrow," she asked out of no where "what?" was all I could say. "I have an idea so you up for it" she said. "no" I told her. This girl has gone off the deep end for sure. "just come with me please Mo" she said "ok fin only cause you said please" I told her with a little laugh. She smiled at me and I went to bed. I was going to have a long day in the morning.