Here I am again
Feeling as weak as weak can be
The tears keep streaming down
The screaming is eternal inside and out
I can't escape the inevitable
I know the truth
It kills me deeply
The days seem to go by faster now
The more I hurt, the faster it may go
Why can't I be a part of the beautiful scenes?
Why can't my inner strength lift me up…
Just as it has many times before?
I long for their happiness
But, yet… I can't make myself happy
Once my smile was broken, how could I ever fake it?
Where has the sun gone?
This… is when I need it most
To shine upon me, and bring happiness
Back into my heart once again