Author's Note: I don't own Glee, I wish But still I don't own Glee. Nor do I own any song lyrics in my stories

Puck's POV

How in the world would he like me let along want to have a decent conversation? I mean I know I was an ass to him but this is ridiculous. Ever since grade school I bullied and picked on Kurt only out of fun and angst because he had the best smile and got most girls to fall for him, even though most students knew that he was gay before he knew. Once the hormones kicked in I couldn't help but fall for that same smile. But I didn't want to admit it. Once we got to high school we had moved our separate ways. I joined football and Kurt had even more fashion scene then the senior girls it was so sad.

I truly could give a fuck about fashion. But it was cute seeing Kurt in those tight designer jeans that curved his ass perfectly. It's now our sophomore year I still didn't have that deep connection with Kurt that I wanted. It was killing me. Don't they have like AA meetings where I can just start of by of by saying, "Hey I'm Noah Puckerman and I'm gay for Kurt Hummel." But I would get my ass kicked for that like the torture I put Kurt through.

God I'm such a horrible person. So I was late for the daily dumpster dump on Kurt all the man were pissed cause apparently I'm the leader of the pack of stupid idiots.

"Scat guys I will personally throw him back once he gets out k. Get to class" With that all of them walked away pushing each other like monkey in the middle. He was finding the edge of the dumpster with his foot trying not to hurt his jewels like usually. So I put my stuff done and put my hands around his hips and helped him down.

"What in the…" He squealed as I helped him on the ground.

"Don't worry about it." I said with a winked. I completely forgot to let go of his hips.

"Umm this is not like you Noah." He said while taking my hands off of him. Once he held my hands I could imagine what would happen next but that was in the dream I had a few nights ago where he would be up against the dumpster while I desperately made-out with him.

He brushed himself off and grabbed his back and walked away. Unbelievable He only held my hands and I was aroused. Fuck!

Normal day today classes, sleeping the nurse's office and football. After football all the guys where in the showers. Finn, my best friend, since I can remember was talking about something.

"So the other day the Spanish teacher, Mr. Schuester said he heard my sing the shower and he wants my to join this club where I get to sing with other people. Kinda like choir or something." He continued on.

"Yea" I replayed but wasn't really paying to much attention.

"It would be cool if you joined Glee so I won't be so loner like?!" he asked me.

"I don't know man I could but…" I was cut off

"I bet there is going to be a lot of girls in there" Finn announced. Don't get me wrong, my love for Kurt was burning but I took out my sexual frustrations on woman, young and old. I didn't know if I was fully gay or bisexual. I liked a hot piece of pussy every now-and-then.

"I'm in. Hey maybe we can get Matt and Mike to join!?" I questioned from the look on Finn's face I was guessing 'yea that would totally awesome.'

"I think it's fun I mean I was singing the main part when we did 'Don't Stop Believin' with Rachel Berry and it was so thrilling…" there he goes again rumbling on wait a minute.

"Rachel Berry, the hot Jew girl that looks like a baby doll?" I interrupted.

"Yea why?" He asked and answers.

"I think she is one of the few women I haven't fucked in this school." I almost shouted. Good thing most of the football players don't care about what girl is with what guy, they just care about getting action as well.

"Hey man I want her first." Finn snapped.

"Why you are with Quinn?" I questioned.

"I almost forgot about her." Finn realized.

That Ends the first chapter I hope you love it. Tell me what you think of it.