AN: Basically my idea of what would happened if Reid never forgave JJ. Reid/JJ in later chapters.
Reid sat in the dark comforted by the silence. It had been two weeks since Mauve's death and he still felt as if the pain would never go away. Holding onto Mauve's gift so hard his knuckles were turning white. He felt as if the world had turned its back on him. Sure the team tried their best to try to help, calling everyday to check on how the genius was doing. But, of course he never answered. Who were they to think they understood what was going on in his head.
What enraged him the most though was the fact that JJ was trying to contact him. He was still angry of the way she had controlled Emily's "Death." He had always controlled his anger towards her after Emily's talk with him on the airplane. He couldn't let anyone know of his anger, or else they may have suspended him from the field to undergo a psyche evaluation.
That was the reason that instead of talking to JJ about Mauve, he talked to Blake. He felt as if he could never trust anyone besides Blake again after the incident with Emily's "death." And what was the icing on top of the cake? He had found out that his mother had cut herself and bled to death. He didn't tell any of the members of the team, he couldn't trust them. That's why he merely took a few days off, calling in sick to attend his mother's funeral. And then just a few weeks later Mauve dies. Why does life have to be so cruel?
Just then he heard a knock on his door. He thought about answering it, but then decided against it. " Reid I know you're in there open up." It was JJ's voice. Reid clenched his fists." Go Away." He said through gritted teeth. " Reid open this door right now. Or do I have to knock it down." Reid got up. He had too much on his plate to have another problem. He opened the door, but blocked JJ's way in.
" Aren't you going to invite me inside?" Asked JJ. " Yes, of course, how could I forget. Come in."Reid said sarcasm evident in his voice. " What's been going on with you Reid you've been acting fairly strange lately?" JJ said with a worried look on her face. " No, JJ I should be acting perfectly fine. With the love of my life dead that sounds pretty relaxing." Reid said anger clearly displayed on his face. "No, that's not what I mean. After Emily's return you were getting increasingly distant with me." Said JJ pain flashing across her face. " Why are you suddenly bringing this up now? Not very good timing. As you can see I'm a little distracted at the moment!"Said Reid getting increasingly angry. " I brought this up because this is as good time as any. If I had left it any longer you may have even talked about it. I just thought you needed your space. Now I think I left it too long."Said JJ her voice getting sorrowful. " " JJ just leave I can't deal with this right now this is just too much." Said Reid calming down. "Spencer I'm not leaving until we talk this through. "Fine if you're going to be like that." Reid walked to JJ and gave her the spare keys to his apartment. " Lockup my apartment once your finished here." He said while walking out the door and slamming it shut.
"Where did our friendship go wrong?" She asked herself as she fell back onto Spencer's couch. She knew the answer of course. She just didn't want to think that if she hadn't had lied to the team about Emily's death that none of this would have never happened.
AN: So this is my first story don't be too harsh. I'll update soon. Sorry about the length. Next chapter will be longer.