Started this new story… let me know what you think… not all the chapters will be this long but I like it… I don't know if I will continue it though so please tell me what you thin.. thanks!
Chapter 1
Kevin's POV
'Oh my fucking god my head hurts like fuck!' I thought as I shifted but then I froze with the feeling of someone's arm around me and tucked into my back. I opened my eyes and after a bit was able focus. I look around and the memories flood back to me about the party I didn't want to go to and I am trying to figure out where I am now. I look to floor and I see my red quiz bowl hat and then I look down at the hand around me and I feel panic course through me. I slowly turn my head around and my suspicion is confirmed I turn back around and suppress a groan. I slowly move my hand down to move his arm to lift it off of me when I realize that I am naked. I slide his arm off my waist and I slowly creep off the bed. As I stand up he shifts but I think he is still asleep. I find my pants and I pull them up, throwing my hat on my head and just grabbing my shirt, I make sure I have my phone and everything else.
As soon as I open the door it fucking creaks open and I whip around to see Eddward jump up and look at me. He looks confused and down at his naked body before looking up at me with shock. I sigh.
"Look, I don't know what happened, and I would extremely prefer neither I nor anyone else in the world finds out." I say before leaving the room closing the door behind me. I feel myself start to panic when I realize my ass hurts and being a closet homosexual I don't want anyone to know anything about what just happened with Eddward. Especially since he is my bully and it just makes no sense since he is dating Marie Kanker. He is not gay and I mean I have had a crush on Eddward but that was… well no I just want to go home.
I look around trying to find my way out when I hear Eddward yell my name I full on panic and I flee down the hallway to the stairs. I pull my white shirt on as I make it down the stairs and outside to my bike. I fiddle with my keys before getting on my motorcycle and getting it started with just enough time to see Eddward make his way angrily towards me. I kick the bike into gear without my helmet, I just want to fucking get away. I make my way home from the house but instead of going inside of my house I park the bike and go over to Nazz's house and knock. Nazz answers and she looks at me funny.
"You look like shit…" Nazz says. She didn't go to the party, fucking Nat did and I don't even know where he is.
"I feel like it, can I come in?" I ask and she nods, moving out of the way. She heads to the kitchen to get me stuff to make me feel better and I smile at her motherly behavior. I decide to tell her about the night before, but don't mention Edds name.
Eddwards POV
"I do not want to be at this party." I say as I look over to Jimmy and Jonny and sigh. They are having fun and trying to get me to drink. I just had a huge argument over something absolutely ridiculous with Marie and I am in a bad mood. Finally after being asked to many times I grab the alcohol and start to drink. After a few to many I see my little Pumpkin stager upstairs. I decide to follow him, after I see someone else follow him and through my impaired judgment I stop and hear him talking to someone else.
"Just cause I'm fucking gay does not mean I am going to fuck you! You stupid dick!" I hear Kevin say and then there is a loud smack and a thump. I open the door in time to see one of the bigger football players holding Kevin down trying to force himself on him. Before actually thinking, which really confuses me now, I punch him on the side of the head and he stagers away before trying to attack me back. It takes all but a few seconds for him to register who I am and back off, and out the door. I smile and go close and lock the door. I turn back around to where Kevin is holding his face and staring at me in shock. I smile and walk over to him sitting next to him and pull him close, coddling him.
"Are you ok Pumpkin?" I ask and I feel him stiffen in my hold before relaxing and grasping on to me, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Y-yea I am o-ok." He says stuttering. We sit there quietly before I hear him take a quick intake and he shift off of me and to the farthest corner of the bed. I mourn the loss of him immediately but I don't say anything as I watch him. He is quiet and trembling for a little bit before I decide to ask the question that has been nagging me.
"Does this happen often?" he jerks his head up at me like he is just remembering I am there and he sighs.
"I don't want other people to know I am gay, but…" he pauses and shutters a little and the urge to go comfort him comes crashing into me, but I set it aside to analyze later. He continues "Trey just started to take advantage of me when I get dragged to these party's…. Or in school, or whenever he can get me alone really… but there is nothing I can do because he is so big…" he starts sobbing and I crawl over to him and hold him again. However this time he wraps his arms around my neck, straddling me, sobbing into my neck and shoulder. I have my arms wrapped around his waist and I am rubbing little circles on his back. All I can think about is how I desperately want to hurt Trey the linebacker but I don't want to leave Kevin alone. After about ten minutes Kevin has stopped crying and is just holding on to me and I have never felt so comfortable. Even when I am with Marie, and I never thought I could be that comfortable either. After another five minutes Kevin finally sighs and gets up off me sitting next to me on the bed.
"You can beat me up now if you want. I won't fight back." He states and I look over to him. He is picking at his hands and I smile again. I wrap my arm around his shoulders, he flinches and I pull him closer. He places his hand on my thigh and I feel a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I've been horny before but this? I don't even know…
"I will not hurt you Pumpkin." I say and I move him back up so he is straddling me again. When he speaks I can smell the alcohol on him.
"I know how much you hate me and it hurts… more than anything. I don't care that others don't like me but you….." He mumbles trailing off and I think he is just drunk rambling but I still question what he says.
"Why does it hurt Pumpkin?" I ask.
"I love when you call me that. Even if it is used harshly, I just love when you say it." He says instead. Trying to steer him back to the previous conversation I continue.
"Why does how I think of you hurt you?" I ask again.
"Because you're not supposed to love someone who hates you so much." He says quietly. I freeze. Love? Even Marie hasn't said anything about love and we have been together for three years now. Love? No one has told me they loved me in… actually he didn't say he loved me….
"Do-do you love me Pumpkin?" I ask, holding my breath.
"I-I…" he stops and leans back looking at me. "I shouldn't tell you, this will be bad." He says and tries to move off me but I hold him tight.
"I really, really need to know Pumpkin." And I realize that that is true. I have to know how he feels. I have to know if he loves me… like I won't feel complete without knowing someone loves me. My mother and father are gone all the time and have even stopped leaving me sticky notes a long time ago. I just want someone to love me.
"Yes. I love you, I love everything about you. I love how brilliant you are. I love your stupid hat…." He says touching my hat "I love your beautiful ocean eyes. Your stupid gap tooth smile and your voice." He sighs like a school girl, placing his head back into the crook of my neck. "I know he's kind of an ass, I never understood why Eddward picked on me, but I love him all the same. He's just an amazing guy, and I don't even know everything about him at all." He nuzzles my neck, talking like I am not here. "I would do anything to get him to love me. But even just a one night stand with him would make me happy."
I feel my cock twitch and grow, and Kevin feels it too. "Pumpkin," I say and I shift a little. "I am sorry but it seems my erection is straining against my pants. I need to shift." I say and feel a slight blush. Instead of getting off, Kevin grinded his pelvis against my cock and I groaned slightly. He giggled and slid off of me. I was about to adjust my pants with my hand when Kevin grabbed my arms and pinned them down.
"Don't move them, got it?" he asked and I nodded my head, swallowing thickly. For the first time I don't mind being told what to do. He places his hand on my bulge and I jerk into the touch. He grins and gets my pants off and boxers, then my shirt. Placing my hands back against the wall he grabs my cock in his hand and squeezes, I never knew Kevin to be so aggressive. I gasp and groan as he slowly strokes up and down. I try to jerk into his hand but he doesn't let me, instead he crawls up to me, still holding my cock, and kisses me timidly. I press into the kiss and I love every minute of it. 'Why am I letting this happen. I am not gay.' He slides his hand up to the head of my shaft and I gasp, I think he did that on purpose to deepen the kiss. We tongue wrestle for a while before he finally breaks the kiss to breath. He then brings his head down to where he has been slowly rubbing me and the flicks his tongue against the tip. I let out an undignified squeak and he wraps his lips around the head, slowly swirling and caressing it with his tongue.
I groan and run my fingers under his hat and through his hair. It is surprisingly soft and I grasp the strands. He moans on my cock and I smile pushing him down, getting into control. I move his head up and down, pushing him down further each time till he can't take any more of my length. He takes a lot of it and then uses his hand as a guide while pumping my throbbing cock. After a few more pumps I tug on his hair to bring his lips to mine, I can't even be bothered to think about the germs and where his lips just were, I just needed to feel his lips on mine. I slide my hand down his waist and pull him closer to me when I realize he is still fully clothed. I break the kiss.
"This won't be all about me Pumpkin." I say and he gives a happy sigh at the name. I lean down kissing his neck with my arms around him I hold him while I mark his pale freckled flesh. I have the need to let him and everyone else knows he is mine, he is taken. He moans into my hat while his hand clenches on my cock. I slide my hands under his shirt and up his sides pushing him away, he whines and I chuckle. I pull his shirt up and off, throwing it to the ground with his hat. As soon as I pull it off he wraps his arms back around my neck and comes back for a kiss. This one is electrifying and I wrap my own arms around his torso, touching and rubbing circles over his soft skin. I run my hand down and his hard cock bumps my hand and I freeze. I feel the panic start to bubble in my mind and I push Kevin away.
"Hey what the…" Kevin says as he sits confused. I back away losing any composure I had.
"w-what are we d-doing." I ask, blaming the alcohol for anything happening.
"Honestly I-I am n-not sure…" Kevin says and looks back up at me, his eyes are a mixture of lust, confusion, and terrified. He probably assumes ill hurt him.
"I-I am… not gay." I mumble loudly looking at my hands in front of me. I feel Kevin shift on the bed and then he grasps my chin pulling it up to look at him roughly, while his other hand grasps my cock.
"Then who the hell is this for?" he asks and his face is red, fire in his eyes. He is mad, but why? I haven't done any…. I have done a lot. I hesitantly inch in to his face but he doesn't move. I reach up and grasp his shoulders pulling him in for a kiss and he only resists for a second before melting into me. I break the kiss and mutter "for you" and he kisses me hard shoving his tongue in my mouth and we duel for domination. I give in and hold him closer as we make out. I run my hand back down his side and to his pants button. I unbutton and unzip his pants pulling them down along with his briefs. His cock is pulled down until the constricting clothes let it loose and it bounces up and I break the kiss looking down. Never in my life have I wanted something in my mouth more than I do now.
"Did you sanitize yourself today Pumpkin?" I ask and Kevin puurs a yes. I smile and push him off his knees so he is lying back again. I unsteadily wrap my fingers around his cock. He groans and I grin, I lean down and do what he did with his mouth, trying to remember what made it feel so good to me. He gasps when my warm mouth encases his shaft and he jerks into my mouth, I was ready for it though and held him down. I suck and play with him for a little bit, loving his moans and gasps till he mutters something that makes my dick twitch.
"God damn it Eddward, I just want you inside me now!" I pull my mouth off of his cock.
"Language Kevin." I say and sit up. I am not sure how to proceed, I know how gay men do it, but I am pretty sure I need to prepare him and I do not want to admit that I don't know how. However, Kevin seems to have it covered as he reaches down into his pants, pulling out lube and a condom. He looks up at me and smiles.
"We uh, don't have to do this you know?" he says and that seems to give me what I need because I pull him up and kiss his lips before replying.
"I really want to. Just tell me what I need to do so I don't hurt you." He blushes.
"It's ok, ill prepare myself" he says and coats his fingers with the little packet. He gets up on his knees and reaches around to his ass. I watch his face as he does this and after a few seconds his face contorts to something pleasurable and I don't know how I have ever lived without seeing the beauty and just pure sexiness in this boy. The face he makes has me utterly breathless and I just watch as he plays with himself. Finally he removes his hand and takes a few breaths. Opening his eyes he smiles at me.
"I am ready now, how do you… want me?" he asks and I think about it.
"I'd prefer you on top so I know I am not to hurt you." I reply and he nods, pushing me down so I lay on my back. He climbs on top of me and straddles me, his ass grazing my cock and it twitches. He leans down and kisses me before doing anything more.
"Don't worry Eddward, I'll make this feel good for you too." He whispers seductively into my ear before he reaches around to grab my cock and guide it to his hole. I feel my head touch his tight hole and he takes a deep relaxing breath before sliding down on it. He slides all the way down and as he is panting and trying to relax I realize the condom is still in my hand. I never put it on, but I can't care enough to fix it. What is done is done. I look up to Kevin trying my best not to move when I see little tears in his eyes, I look up confused.
"Are you ok Pumpkin?" I ask him, whipping away the tears. He scowls at me shifting his hips. I hiss as he replies.
"Don't pretend to fucking care." I look at him with a rather shocked face. "Let's just do this" he says and leans up and falls back on my cock and my eyes white out with pleasure. I've never been in something so tight and the strangled groan that comes out of my mouth is cut off by Kevin rocking up and down on my cock. I open my closed eyes to watch Kevin and it is amazing, he is panting and groaning and the way he is moving makes him look like an angel. Everything else is phased out and it's like there is a white light around him. I lean up grabbing his shoulders and pulling him down for a bruising kiss, he breaks first and keeps moving. His hand leaves my chest and he starts stroking his own cock. I reach up with my hand and smack his hand away, he growls at me and I replace my hand on his cock and he reciprocates with a low moan that sends shivers down my skin. I slide my hand up and down his cock, loving how it randomly twitches.
"Oh damn, Edd. You feel a-amazing." Kevin murmurs and at the sound of my name I feel myself getting close to cumming.
"Kevin, you're so tight and I find that I might…." I start but he leans down and kisses me.
"Just shut up and cum baby." He says and jerks his eyes open while falling back on my cock. I moan and he apologizes.
"S-sorry I didn't-" he tries.
"Say it again Pumpkin, talk to me" I say instead and he grins wildly.
"Your cock feels so amazing inside me baby." He says and accompanies it with a rock of his hips. Up and down on my cock.
"Say my name Pumpkin." I moan and stroke his cock faster. His breath hitches before he replies.
"Eddward. That feels so good Edd. Please make me cum baby." He moans and I start thrusting up into him and I hit his prostate resulting in him gasping and groaning. "Again Edd please!" he yells and I angle myself to hit the same spot again and again. Continuing this as I stroke his shaft.
"Edd, baby I'm going to cum." He says.
"Let it all out!" I reply and stroke faster. After a strangled moan Kevin cums screaming my name. His ass clenches on my cock which pulls me over the brink with his moan and I cum inside him as well. After a few gasping breaths Kevin slides off of me and lays beside me. I curl my arm around him and wrap him in close to my side. He sighs and tentatively places his hand on my chest. I grab the edge of the blinked and wipe his cum off of my stomach and his and he nods a thanks. He takes a breath to talk and I shake my head.
"Let's just sleep Pumpkin." I say and he nods again. I roll to my side and he curls into my chest and it is just so perfect, and I haven't felt so happy before.
I hear a creak and I jolt up looking around and the first thing I see is Kevin trying to sneak out. But before I can say anything he sighs.
"Look, I don't know what happened, and I would extremely prefer neither I nor anyone else in the world finds out." He says and leaves shutting the door. It takes all but a second for me to get my clothes on and checking for my stuff I run outside looking for him. I don't want it to be over. I wanted more. I run outside but he is already on his bike. I scowl and head to him but he starts it and leaves. I stand there analyzing what is going on. And I start walking home thinking of everything that happened.
I make it into my home and after showering and making food I sit down and think about what I need to do next.