To Hold On
Vlad pov:
I can't let him go. No matter how much I know it's a mistake I can't let Henry go. Even as I decide to leave to prevent any danger to come to my friends and family, even when I let snow go I can't let him go. Henry's been there from the beginning and has never let me down. He's accepted my vampirism and has protected as much as a drudge can.
He senses my feelings and thoughts better than Otis, and that means more to me knowing the bond we share is one no one else would be able to understand. I would be lying if I said I didn't like him more than a friend, but I don't want to take the chance of destroying out friendship.
Even now, standing beside him acting like everything is fine, I can smell his delightful blood. Still knowing the taste from when we were kids. It takes all my strength not to moan more so to even jump him, another reason to leave.
Though I'm leaving I just can't release him from our bond. If I can't be close to him the way I wish then I'm going to be closer to him than anyone else through this bond we share. I will never forget him and he will never forget me.
Hey Vlad! How's it going with snow? It's going okay but I told her I only wanted to be friends. What! But Vlad she's a total goth babe I thought you liked her. I give him a shrug, it's no big deal I mean after I realized my feelings for Henry I couldn't continue feeding from Snow. It felt wrong. I watch him now and can see what others find attractive about him. That bottom length blond hair, wide shoulders, dazziling blue eyes. Sigh, I just wish I could tell him how I feel, but he is so unpredictable, yet so willing to protect me and my family.
Henry makes me feel an array of emotions and I feel like I'm going to burst! Hey! Vlad, I turn surprised. I was thinking so hard I forgot where me and Henry were. Sorry, Henry. We continue walking not saying anything enjoying the time together. I can tell he can sense something is wrong. He can always tell. Hey Henry remember that time we climed that tree and you feel down? That was the day I told you about my secret. The day you became my drudge, I was so happy.
You are an extrodinary guy Henry and I wouldn't ask for a better companion. Maybe when the trouble blows over you and I can really be compains closer than ever, maybe even mates. I will come back to you and when I come back I will give you the world.