Serena walked into the room with the smell of coffee faintly in the air. She slept over Blair's again for the third time this week. She began to feel like she was a burden to her friend, that she needed a babysitter. She didn't mean for it to happen this way at all. Georgina was apart of her past that she wanted to keep buried but knew now that she couldn't avoid not telling Dan. Serena got up out of bed and walked down the steps to find Blair. Blair was scrolling through her contact list searching for a number.
"Hey B." Serena said hoping to catch Blair's attention.
"Oh hey S, how did you sleep last night." Blair responded without looking up.
"It was alright, but I feel like maybe I should sleep home tonight, I mean how long can I expect you to help me."
"Forever S." Blair said assertively.
"I wanna see Dan B, I wanna talk to him and make things right." Serena said as she played with the ends of her hair. She searched for an answer on Blair's face.
Blair looked up a bit confused. She wanted Serena to be happy and to put all this drama behind her. No one ruined her friends life and gets away with it. She would make that bitch suffer for what she did but she couldn't let Serena in on her plan.
"Go ahead S, I mean its good you want to and he'll understand once you explain." Blair said shuffling papers. "I actually have a few errands to run so let me know how it all works out.
"I will Blair." Serena responded as she watched Blair run out.
Serena didn't know how to even get the words out of her mouth. She didn't even care what she looked like, she attempted to practice hr heartfelt speech in front of the mirror. She knew she had to find Dan and explain everything. He would forgive her and they would go back to the way things were. They way things should be. Serena waited outside for Blair's driver to come around and take her to Dan. She approached he steps like she was walking them for the first time. She was cautious yet fast. She knocked on the door.
"Hi Dan." Serena said as let out a deep breath.
"Serena what are you doing here?" Dan questioned.
"I need to explain Dan, your everything to me. I need you to hear me out."
"Serena you said you cheated on me, whats there to explain." Dan said with an angry look.
"I only said that to you to hide my real secret, Dan you have to understand". Serena started crying.
"Listen if its not one secret its another. You push and push till I'm on the edge and you still push."
"Dan please don't do this, you can't fully judge till you hear everything."
"Serena I think we need to clear our heads." Dan said as he began to shut the door.
"But mines clear and I want you." Serena said as Dan shut the door in her face.
She went out to the car with a face full of tears. How could she have kept this from Dan all along? She needed to talk to him without him leaving or not letting her talk. She needed a quiet place with no distractions. She knew then what she would have to do to get him to listen.