Vocaloid: Rolling Speaker
This is my 3rd Vocaloid fanfic... It's sad... But it's Hurt/Comfort! So no deaths! Only a suicidal attempt.
Disclaimer: I don't own Vocaloid
~Miku's POV~
Help.
Help!
That's what I want to scream and shout!
But... I can't.
I can't let anyone worry over me.
I just wouldn't forgive myself, well... I can't forgive myself anymore as it is.
But... Still.
I was walking with my friends.
Right. I'm in school.
Heh... How could I ever forget that I was?
It's too stressful.
Oh. Ha. Blah blah. I'm just another adolescent with another adolescent problem. Isn't that what my mother would say? Isn't that what anyone would say? Exspecially seeing the crowd I hang out with.
I help them with their problems.
I'm just... There.
I'm nothing but a bag of lies now.
I think I'll cut myself one more time today.
But I know I can't.
My mom would never accept it.
If she saw.
Then she'd positively think my problems were stupid.
Think that I have nothing to be sad about.
Think that my problems are all just a lie.
Well... I think...
...I don't even know myself anymore.
"-Chan?"
I was interrupted from my thought by one of my friends.
She has blonde hair and blue eyes.
Rin.
"Hm? What?" I asked, pretending to be happy.
"Miku-Chan~! I don't know what to say! Len-kun talked to me today!"
I rolled my eyes.
Again?
Why doesn't she just drop the guy?
I mean.
He knew he liked her. Ignored her. Sometimes talked about her.
And now she's still going on and on!
Well... I guess that's what you call pure love? Or whatever huh?
I bitterly smiled, which I'm sure she took as a cheerful smile, I'm kind of envious.
I kinda like someone...
No! I can't!
I'm the optimist! The dense, sweet one!
I could never...
Never...
Ever...
Not me.
I don't deserve love...
"-Chan!"
"H-huh?!" I yelled.
"You're dazing out. You okay?" Rin asked me.
"Oh I'm-" I was about to answer her question with a smile, when Luka interrupted.
"Hey guys!"
See? My problems will just always be dropped. Just like a pen.
The both of them started talking.
Leaving me totally out of things.
Once again.
~Dell's POV~
I was walking to my next class, my friends following.
They come from here and there, you know?
Even though I'm known as the nerd.
Yeah, I'd be more the bad boy.
But instead I'm labled the nerd.
I kept on walking... When I saw Miku.
She's a close friend.
I smiled a bit.
I've begun to actually like her a bit.
Her cheerful attitude, her personality, how cute she is, how she can light up my day.
And when she asked me, 'How would you feel if I died?'
I was a bit shocked, but kept my cool.
And told her.
"I'd be very sad. Besides, you shouldn't throw your life away."
Her face... It actually lit up a bit.
It made me smile a bit.
"Ll."
"Hm?" I asked Kaito, one of my friends.
"Do you think I should ask Meiko to ice cream?" He asked me, looking for advice.
Meiko... Isn't that one of Miku's friends?
Maybe... I could work this to my advantage.
"Meiko? Don't you think she'd want to bring one of her friends with her as well?" I asked him, sculpting it around.
"Hm... Yeah! Maybe! Hey maybe that Miku girl could go? Ah. But what if she doesn't invite her? I don't really know the girl so there's no way I could ask... Hey Dell! Do you want to go? You could take Miku. If you want!" Kaito rambled on.
Well... This worked to my advantage. I smirked inwardly, but smiled outward.
"Sure. I know Miku. So I could take her."
"Thanks! I owe you one! Ok. This Saturday. Um say 1:00pm?" He said.
"Fine with me." I smiled.
"Great! See you guys then!"
He seems so confident.
Well.
I just won a date with Miku.
Perfect.
Sorry of you guys who don't like Dell x Miku.
But... I would've used Kiyoterou x Miku! But it just didn't fit that well... I-I don't have anything against the couple! It's just! Well...
I hope you guys enjoyed!
Bye~!