DISCLAIMER : i own nothing at all the characters belong to Disney and any one associated to HSM the song belongs to Evanescence any thing else with the song I'm simply an fan making a fan fic. that is all harmless fun .
Warning there is a little bit of language so you are warned
AN: also its kind of a AU umm i hope its not to confusing and this is my first fic EVER so i hope i dint do to bad please review and i hope you like it
Summary: its a songfic one of three the first part is called everybody's fool no real time line it deals with what people see her as and she sees herself
Everybody's Fool
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
Sharpay sits at her vanity touching up her makeup getting ready to face the world she once knew.
Distant memories of a past that's haunting round like a film with out sound. Everyone knows her
as the Ice Queen or Ice Bitch. But if they could only stop and see the truth of whats inside. A
single tear rolls down the delicate skin of her porcelain face. She wipes it away and checks one
last time in the mirror. Before heading to school.
Look hear she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you no flaws when your
pretending now i know she never was and
never will be
when she arrives people part for her in the hallways like the red sea. She can hear the snickering of other students she pretends as if she does not see or hear them and heads to home room with
Ryan by her side. If they only could see her silent cries.
You don't know how you've betrayed me
and some how you've got everybody fooled
as she walks into home room the rest of her peers are already there. They give her a look of
hatred, but she simply gives them a plastic smile and takes her seat next to troy. What ever
happened to them, they used to be so close before high school. Now he wont even look at her' she
silently thinks to herself. The rest of the day goes by excruciatingly slow. With a few failed
attempts from Ryan to cheer her up. She sits at the lunch table as conversation continues around
her as if she were invisible. Kelsi and Ryan talk excitedly of the new musical coming up. Sharpay
absentmindedly pushes her food around her plate staring off into the distance at another table.
She watches as Troy puts his arm around Gabriella. He talks with the rest of the gang as they all
flirt and talk of random things. Ryan notices her spacing and snaps his fingers in front of her face
trying to snap her back to reality. Sharpay drops her fork and looks up at him.
"what" she just looks at him as if nothing had just taken place. He simply looks at her "you're doing it again" Ryan replies.
Sharpay: "What... What am I doing" she ask . The thought that someone thinks they know her so well angers her. She quickly gets up before Ryan can say anything else and heads to the auditorium.
Without the mask where will you hide
cant find yourself lost in your lies
when she gets to the auditorium she places her self on the edge of the stage and releases what she
has been trying to keep hidden. Everyone thinks she a cold hearted bitch with no emotion when
in truth the things people said hurt her pretty bad. She cant really pin point where she began to
treat people like dirt i guess after elementary school when her and Troy drifted apart he was the
most important person in her life next to Ryan. She remembers the day still pretty clearly when
when the day she knew it was the end of her and Troy, she was in there
secret spot on the roof waiting for him to get out of class. Today was the day she was finally going
to tell him the truth how she felt about him. He finally came up with a huge smile on his face
'great she thought hes in a good mood' she looks up at him "hey Shar i got something i want to
tell you" her face lights up "awesome i have something to tell you too"she says standing while
making her way to stand next to him. "Ok you first"she really did want to tell him but decided to
let him go first" no i insist you go first mine can wait" he gives her a big friendly hug "ugh thats
why i love you your so sweet" he continues "so you know that new chick Gabriella" Sharpay nods
in a slight suspicious way but lets him continue "well i ask her out and she said YES isn't that
great" troy could barley keep his excitement in Sharpay is speechless what a blow to the gut.
"Shar are Ok you haven't said anything" troy says placing a hand on her shoulder she looks up at
him and places a fake smile on "yeah i was just surprised but thats really great I'm happy for
you" she says as he hugs her again. "so what did you want to tell me" he says now facing her "oh
nothing really i made lead in the up coming winter musical" she says then looks down "Awe pay
thats awesome I'm so happy for you" she really wished he hadn't called her that he haven't used
that since they were kids. She only allowed him to call her that. And it broke her heart to think
this was the last of them. So here she sits alone broken, dreaming of what she once had and can
never have again. Make up stains her face as she cant yield the tears to slow or stop.
I know the truth now
i know who you are and
i don't love you anymore
Little does she know she was followed buy a certain someone that someone she thought had
forgotten about her long ago. Troy saw Sharpay leave at lunch and decided to follow her when
he got there he was surprised to see that he found Sharpay crying on stage he knew it would be
best not to make his presence known as to not cause more problems so he hid behind the curtains and
watched in silence. After a while the tears subsided and she headed to her dressing room to clean
her self up. Troy had no idea what to do 'why was she crying what happened' he thought he' ask
Ryan later. Ill just give her time to cool off.
It never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
after what seem like forever Sharpay emerged from her dressing room and headed home she
couldn't stand being in school any longer. Mean while Troys sees Ryan walking in the hallway
"RYAN" Ryan hears his name being called and stops to come face to face with troy he rolls his
eyes "what do you want Bolton I'm going to be late to rehearsal" he says annoyed troy ignores it
"do you know what is up with Sharpay i saw her crying earlier"he finishes a little out of breath
from running. Ryan glares at him "why do you all the sudden care Bolton you haven't talked to her
in years you broke her heart and now all you do is treat her like shit" Ryan says anger clearly in
voice. Troy sighs " look i know i messed up i wasn't looking to fight i was just concerned" he says
looking at Ryan "well ... you needn't worry about her seeing is how she is none of your damn
business GOT IT now leave the both of us alone" without waiting for a reply he turns on his heal
walks away. Troy just stood there dumb founded he was a little shocked at Ryan's sudden
outburst but he got it he hadn't really talked to her except random words of insults here and
there he felt like an ass. He still didn't know what to do should he leave it alone for now and
try and talk to her tomorrow in school.
It never was and never will be
you're not real than you can't save me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
once Sharpay got home she immediately went to her room and closed the door. After placing her
stuff on the floor near her bed she placed her self at her desk and began to write the last words
she would ever say...
AN: so Ok this is part one if you like it i can post two hopefully buy this weekend it will be called Sorrow and then the last part is called my immortal please if you have any questions comments or suggestions on how to make it better I'm really good at criticism so tell dead honest truth please ill try no to cry lol. And if it sux don't just say its sucks tell me why ok that will help me make it better
P.s i don't have a beta so suggestions really help
So please please review
