a blog is the best medicine

by hgfan16

when Johanna won't talk to the doctor in her therapy sessions after being rescued he forces her to make a blog where she supposedly can talk about ease keep in mind that yes the first few chapter probably suck and are really short but it's the process of her opening up and being ok with writing about herself and what she's been e chapters get longer promise.

1. Chapter 1

i own nothing!

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I would like to start off by saying that this wasn't my idea. My doctor has this absurd idea that this will help. How on earth will a blog help? The only reason I am writing this is because doc will be checking and if I haven't posted then I won't get my food or those weird pills that make you sleep without dreaming. To be honest I think this blog is unnecessary. Sure I refuse to talk in my appointments whether it's about my day or about what happened in the capital. I also try to avoid talking about my past. I don't know why he thinks I'll write about that stuff online. I also don't think that it's the smartest thing ever. I mean posting your thoughts, opinions and life experiences into the mindless void of the internet. Not to mention I'm not too keen on the idea that anything I post is permanent or that anyone who knows what they are doing can see it. I mean posting all my weaknesses and basically throwing them out for the capital to take? No thanks. Even though Beetee says he's blocking the capital and the capital should fall in a few weeks, I've seen what they can do, if they want it they can get it. I mean what if I slip up and put details of a secret mission on here? Then what? The whole rebellion falls because you thought I need to talk about my feelings? Ya right. How's that for a blog doctor, satisfied?

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