A/N : as in the summery that's my first fic so tell me what do you think , should i keep on writing or this is it for me ?!

i'm sorry in advance for any errors, English is not my language. i'll leave you now to enjoy.


She said yes, she took the job because that was an opportunity of a life time she couldn't have said no. yea she misses her family at the twelfth . she really miss girls talk with laine , she misses espo and ryan she really misses them, even gates .

Her new office was large and so ….. White and empty and … lifeless. She stood by her window clutching her coffee mug

"oh how much I miss his coffee" she thought to herself sipping absent mindedly from the mug she was holding.

She was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't hear one of her team members entering her office.

"good morning agent beckett"

"oh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to startle you" david said after seeing beckett jump slightly when he said good morning.

"don't worry david it's ok, so what's new on the case ?"

"oh nothing new the financials haven't come back yet …. I just wanted you to sign off these reports "he said handing her a file with the FBI logo on the front of it .

"I even miss the logo of NYPD on the files" she said to herself.

"Ok thanks david I will review and sign them and I will bring them to you."

"ok thanks" he said then exited the office.

David was a nice guy dedicated to his job and slightly funny but working with him was never the same as it was with her boys and ….. her writer. She misses him she misses building crazy theories with him, going with him to bring in a suspect, she even misses their adventures together on the field.

She brings out her phone from her pocket and typing a short text that reads "I miss you terribly, I really need to hear your voice" she stared at it for a few moments before hitting sent on her screen.

She walked over to her desk and sat down on her chair and placed the phone in front of her and she found herself staring at it instead of working waiting for a reply she knows won't come.

After a few minutes she gave up and turned her attention to the reports david have left for her. She opened the file and before reading the first line on the page her phone went off. She quickly picked it up looking to the screen to find his name and photo flashing at her. She immediately pressed answer.

"hey castle …..." she said in a quiet soft voice.

"hey mrs castle wh….."

"not yet castle , I'm not mrs castle yet " she said with a teasing smile on her face looking down to the ring on her forth finger of her left hand, she still can't believe it that she is engaged to her one and done , the one and only Richard castle .

"oh I know you're counting the days till the day I can officially call you mrs castle." He said sweetly

"now what's wrong your text seamed desperate"

"oh nothing is wrong , everything is fine I just miss you and I know you've been in meetings all morning and so I couldn't call so I sent a text instead."

" I have meetings all morning but I excused myself o that I can call you after I saw your text"

"thanks castle ….. its just that I feel so lonely here alone you know you're the onle one that eased the loneliness of this city so not having you with me for the past week have been too much."

"kate you know I'm coming back tomorrow by the time you get home"

"yea I know …. So how is new York without me ?"

"it's sad ….." he knows he was smiling just from his vice he was only her fiancee now .

"I'm really getting married to him ….. I'm going to get married to my rick …. My castle "she thought.

"It's fine it just misses you though "

"The baby Ryan is growing big and so does his mommy. laine says she and espo are going to visit us next weekend if they didn't catch a case" he said knowing that she was going to ask about them, their family.

"and gates is still the same"

"tell them I misses the all very much ok ?"

"ok"

"and how are Alexis and Martha ?"

"They're fine. My mom is turning the loft into an acting studio by the time ….. i had to remind her that it is still mine"

"that's good I'm going to call alexis to see how her exams are going …. Hey castle I really have to get back to work thanks for calling … I really miss you ."

"I miss you too , I'll see you tomorrow babe ok ?"

"what did you just call me ?!"she said smiling

" uh …nothing " he replied smiling too.

"I'll leave you to your work now , I'll call you as soon as I finish today's meetings, love you"

"love you too babe. hey castle , don't forget to bring the last to boxes from the loft "

"ok , bye"

"bye" she said putting down her phone, she really can't believe that 3 months ago she was sitting at their swing set preparing herself for rejection for castle to break things off and leave her. But instead he did the furthest thing from her imagination … he proposed and luckily she said yes.

They had to talk and to sort things out but at the end of it she was about to be mrs castle she was about to tie the knot with her one and done , the love of her life. The man that brought her walls down that taught her how to live how to be more than just a cop who taught her how to be happy , how to fully trust her heart and life in someone else's hand that was not her mother or her father

She couldn't wish for more …. She was happy in the job of her dreams , engaged to her lover and partner …. The only thing that was left to this dream is the little feet running around their home …. But she was sure that one day they will come.

She was very thankful to have castle by her side to help her in her best and worst days. She really was grateful to have a partner by all the meanings the word can have.


A/N: thanks for giving the time to read this. so don't forget to tell me what do you think of it.