Song-fic
Untitled-Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Why couldn't the girls understand? I left to protect them! I wasn't going to see them get hurt because of me, and now I had to deal with them, hating me, they couldn't even look me in the eye.
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on
Then Bex and Zach start dating? Where did all the love go? Zach was still ignoring me, I had no idea what for, he wanted me to run away, but with him, and I didn't because I chose the high road, and decided to protect him, what great that did me.
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I had nothing left, my friends were still ignoring me, Zach was ignoring me, I'd spend my spare time walking along the halls of Gallagher trying so hard to remember what happened that summer, everybody was so annoyed that I couldn't remember, I wanted to make them happy, I wanted to prove to them I was a valued asset.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
During school I'd talk to Courtney, and Tina, the Gallagher Girls were supposed to be sisters sticking together no matter what, that went downhill. I missed it though, missed feeling important, miss feeling like people cared, and most of all missing being loved.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
I block Zach's way in the hall way he doesn't say anything he just looks at me, his face full of sadness. "Why couldn't I come with you Cam? I could have kept you safe" Zach says. I shake my head. "I don't care about my safety, I care more about your safety then mine" I say calmly. Zach sighs. "Things will never be the same you know" Zach says.
"I know" I say letting Zach pass, as more tears fell down my face
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I grab a taxi and head to Blackthorne the only real friends I had left were. When I get there they see me and give me a massive hug. "Cammie!" they squeal. I let out a laugh; it felt good to laugh again.
"We heard about the summer" Jonas says anxiously. I smile sadly.
"And you don't remember anything?" Nick asks nervously. I shake my head.
"Everybody has given up on me, they're all just ignoring me" I say letting a tear fall down my cheek.
"You ran off didn't you? You came here and they don't know where you are" Grant says smiling. I flash him a smile, it felt good to smile.
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I return back to Gallagher, my mother sees me. She looked furious.
"You're not supposed to leave the grounds! I thought you'd run off! And that you weren't coming back! Don't do that ever again Cammie, I mean it" my Mother says sternly. I nod my head clearly annoyed, she couldn't tell me what to do! She gave up that right after ignoring me for so long. I let out a huff.
I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me.
The girls come over to where my mother and I were standing. Zach comes over as well, they all looked at me as if I was a monster. "Where the hell did you go?" Bex asks angrily.
"Out" I say calmly.
"Where?" Bex asks gritting her teeth. I flinch.
"Blackthorne" I state.
"Why? You know you're not allowed to leave Gallagher, why did you leave?" Bex asks. At that moment I couldn't believe we were ever close, the way she looked at me was as if I was a monster, as if she was disgusted in me.
"Because there the only ones who seem to care anymore" I say sadly.