Whatever happen to Autumn? Is she pregnant? Did she get over her alcohol addiction? This is what I think would happen to Autumn after that dinner where she meant her many siblings and mother. Everyone is still at the table. Same day. I don't know how long I will make this be. This is going to be only about Autumn, but it will have other characters. I don't own any of these character; Ellen Hopkins does. I just love how.
Kristina is me and I'm Kristina. Anytime I look at her I feel like I looking in a mirror. I don't want that feeling. She could careless about her kids. I didn't want to be like that. She was a drinker. I don't want to rely so much on drinks. She had sex before marriage. I was most likely pregnant because of that.
I need to check that out by the way. I need to see if I'm pregnant. I had to find out. I needed to talk to the possible father.
I needed help. I looked around the table. Nikki and Nikki's mother. No, didn't know them well enough. Hunter. No, he's a boy. Grandma Marie and Grandpa Scott. They were too old. Kristina and Trey. No, if they knew I was like them; I'd die of embarrassment. My Aunts and Uncle. No, they wouldn't get it. The little boys, whose names I can't remember. Defiantly no. That only left Summer.
I could think of a billion reasons on why not. In all actuality she was my best choice. I needed help. We should bond. I wonder if Grandpa Scott will let us use his car. Maybe he won't and then I want have to do this.
No. I couldn't hope that way. I needed to figure this out. The sooner the better. At least I would know.
"Summer, can you come outside with me. I need some air," I asked.
She gave me a confused look, but followed me outside. I told her my situation slowly. She was quiet for a moment. She was lost in her own thoughts.
"I just might need one too. I didn't think about it till now. " She finally answered me.
"Do you think we can borrow someones car?" I asked. "I mean without telling anybody."
"I'm not sure. Let's ask."
We both went inside. I let Summer ask if we could borrow a car. No one answered. I suggested we take Trey's. He and Kristina we're only noticing each other. It was easy to get the keys and sneak out.
Summer seemed worried. I was worried too. What if we didn't get back in time for desert.
"What will you do if your pregnant?" asked Summer.
I thought for a moment, because this is something that never crossed my mind. "I don't know. How about you?"
"I don't know."