*Dream*

Lisa smiled as she leaned over and kissed her man, whispering softly in his ear, "Good Morning babe". He rolled over and smiled back at her, "Hey there beautiful", he whispered back softly, kissing her gently on the lips, she slowly deepened the kiss, moaning as he ran his fingers through her hair, loving the feeling of warmth, love and safety he gave her. He rolled them over so he was leaning over her and she smiled wider, softly running her hands down his back as he slowly let his tongue enter her mouth, wrestling her tongue gently with his, whimpering with pleasure as his hands wandered all over her body as they began to make love.

*end dream*

Lisa woke up with a start, sitting up quickly in her bed, and then letting herself fall back onto the pillows breathing heavily. It was the seventh night in a row where she had dreamt of waking up in Dean's arms kissing him again and it was starting to really weigh on her mind. She couldn't help but miss him, he was all she could ever think about. Just then her alarm went off, she sighed and sat up again, rubbing her pregnant stomach. It wasn't enough that Dean had left her to continue hunting with Sam and Castiel, but he also left her before he found out he was going to be a father again. She was now four months pregnant and it was just her and her son Benjamin and she was finding she was even more emotional then she was when she was pregnant with Ben. She got up and slowly made her bed and walked to the bathroom having a quick shower, sighing again as she remembered all the times her and Dean had made love in that shower. Thinking about it, she thought that perhaps, it was one of those times that made her come to be in the situation she was now in. Once she was dressed and had her hair and makeup done, she walked into Ben's room, turning on his light and walking to his bed to kiss him good morning, "Hey there babe, time to get up, you gotta get ready for school". She waited till he was out of bed before going back into the kitchen to start breakfast, this had been really hard on Ben too to find out Dean had just up and left them both. He didn't talk much now and was always looking out the window as if waiting for Dean to drive in the driveway in his Impala. Lisa made Ben's breakfast and lunch for school, and dropped him off, before heading to the doctors for her appointment, today was the day she was going to find out the baby's gender, she had always hoped for a little daughter, but knew she would be equally happy with another son. She pulled up and walked into the doctor's office, letting the receptionist know she was there before sitting down with a magazine about parenting, sighing sadly that Dean couldn't be here for this and feeling uncertain about how she was going to raise a teenager son and a new born baby all by herself.