Bad Boy:
Remember the feelings, remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moments I knew I would be someone else
My love turned around and I fell
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again
You once made this promise
To stay by my side
But after some time you just pushed me aside
You never thought that a girl could be strong
Now I'll show you how to go on
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again
This is about Edmund and an OC called Alexis. He left in Prince Caspian and he's back in voyage of the Dawn Treader, he left and she's more than angry!
Disclaimer: I don't own the chronicles of Narnia or the song!
Dear Edmund,
So your back. Again. This is NOT a love letter. You will do what the letter says and NOT under any circumstances discuss it with anyone! Not even me! Do you hear? Read? Whatever. This is just to express my feelings,without having to say them.
Do you remember? The feelings, the day? The day you left. The day you said you loved me! Then you left! Went back to stupid old boring 'Englend' or wherever! My "stone heart", the one that didn't really beat, until I met you. (Have you forgotten, it was you. YOU made me forget about my past. My broken heart. YOU made ME open up to you – IDIOT!) My healed heart broke, again. You promised. You said you'd never hurt me. Well, you did. You broke me, because you ran away, left me alone again. With a broken heart. From that moment when you walked through the tree I was someone else, I was the old Alexis whose heart got broken! You turned around and walked into the tree with not even a glance back? Didn't you care enough? To see I was breaking? I guess not!
You can be my bad boy, because you are.
You can be my man, because you are.
You can come in my room when I have nightmares and helpthem away.
But don't you dare try and console me about you leaving!
You've got to be my bad boy, because I can't bear to see you with anyone else!
But you have to understand that I'm still healing, I don't need you at the moment, but I chose you because my life is easier with you. But i can't help but think about when you have to leave again.
You said you'd protect me with your life, but your life didn't protect me from you! You said you'd stay by my side and never leave me. Because it would hurt you too much! Bullshit! Then when you left you pushed me aside, forgot me! So I'm making a new life. WITHOUT YOU! I'm moving on.
Because you will. I know you will.
Alexis.
