She wanted out. She had been waiting for forever. Her chance was on the horizon. She could run and never come back. Ever. No one would catch her. Not her parents. Not her sisters. No one would see her. It was her fate, to escape from this household. She wanted out of this skin, out of this life and into another, one that fit her, not one that she had to fit.
They would run and no one would catch them. Even Bellatrix, wouldn't catch them. They could run away. Far away. Where no one could find them. They could be free. Forever. It would be heaven. To be free at last.
Freedom comes with a price. She didn't pay for it with me. She escaped with another. I was forgotten. Never to be remember. Yet, the reason eluded me why she left. Maybe, I was too slow. Or maybe I wasn't him. Shame. Some days, I wish I had. He had some thing I didn't. He was different. They had different blood. Our blood was a problem. It was the cause for everything.
The blood we shared, separated us but joined us. It was more complex, than anything was. I wasn't sure, how to act. What was right? What was wrong? Where was the line drawn? Where was the limit? Is there a limit? If so, are we affected? It would seem, sometimes.
You are far away, never to return. Even if I called, you wouldn't hear me. No matter, how loud I called. You were gone. With him. Leaving your family behind. Leaving me behind.
Miss you love. Do you? Or do you not swell on me at all. I don't think so. Why would you leave then? Did you believe, I wouldn't come for you? Did you lose all hope? You shouldn't have. I would have come. So, much for waiting forever.
No one can wait. It's not in human nature. Not in our nature. Which is why, I have been left alone. Was it that bad? Was running away the answer? Or was it your only option? You're only choice? Never. Yet I don't know why? You ran with him. Not with me. I'm confused. I can't help it. Since, I don't understand. Will I ever? No, I think not. Never.
Our blood, draws us a part, forevermore. Will we always be apart? Only they know. The higher power. The ones you knew so well. The ones you believe in. Forevermore. Will they be waiting for you? Or will they not even exist. Which one is it? Do you even know the answer? Sometimes, I don't think so? You live in your own world; does he live there too?