Mai HiME
Trust & Confession
I own these poems…
Fujino Shizuru
It wasn't that you're busy
It was that you just couldn't trust me
As matters lay before us
You turned away from it all
I had killed for you
Even bleed for you
All for what?
Nothing, because you still don't trust me
Not enough to let me into your precious heart
I'm tired
Tired of chasing after you
Tired of waiting for my love to be returned
Tired of hoping that someday you'll love me the way I love you
So, this is my farewell to you
I love you dearly
But I'm tired of waiting
Sayonara, my Natsuki
Kuga Natsuki
Trembling, as I read your letter
You were right though
I am a coward from beginning 'til end
Fear of losing you, I begged you to stay
Only to ignore your love for me once more
You endured it all alone
Hiding your pain behind that mask of yours
A moron that I am, unable to face you
To confess my true feelings toward you
At least, to hold you in my arms
But I did none of it
Now I lose you again for real this time
Cursing at myself, I know there's only one thing to do
Find you and pray I don't lose my courage
I will tell you that I will love you until the universe imploded
There's no one I rather love than you
Because you're my beautiful, wonderful, beloved, sexy Shizuru
You're mine and mine alone
A/N: Call it a chilling effect as this hit me at a time I should be sleeping, it just flow through me and I can't resist the urge to grab my pen and notebook and scribbled it down (surprisingly, they're right next to my bed). To each of his/her own, meaning each person percieve differently when read these two poems. Whether it meant to be tender or sad, you as readers are the judge of it as I too judge it as a zombie-poet. Hope you enjoy it.