Title: Stars
By: Wingweaver
Authors notes: My first attempt for a sad fic its just a one-shot and hope you guys like it. Read and review.
You lay motionless in bed, a calm look on your face that I rarely see but I don't like this calmness, I hate it. I hate it like a bug that gnaws at my heart and I just wish it would just go away.
I want you to wake up. I want you to open your eyes. I want you to talk to me and tell me everything's gonna be fine. But I'm scared. I'm sacred that you won't do these things. I'm scared that you already found peace or that when you wake up, you'll still hate me like before.
It's not that I don't want you to be happy--to be alive--but I want you to be happy with me. Call me selfish but I don't care; love makes you do the wacky. I want to be the reason of your happiness. I want to live my life with you, to smile with you, to comfort you when you cry. I want to see your brown eyes shine with mischief and trouble. I want to see your smile or grin and trace those dimples with my fingers. I want to do so many things with you but I really want to do with you is to love you.
But now I can't because I hurt you. I'm the reason why you lay there; I was the one who you put there. I'm the reason of your pain.
When I first met you, you became my sun. You scorched me, you amazed me, you blinded me. When you left me you became my night. You engulfed me in darkness, left me, betrayed me and made me a victim. Because of that I wanted revenge and I did but I regret it.
Now you became my star. My guide in the night, my hope but even stars... no matter how bright they shine at night they still die.
The end